Tidak sempat..? (haven't got the chance)???

During my working years...I used to jot down a 'to-do-list' in my journal..normally early in the morning..before I start whatever task to be done that morning..as I ve been told..my list should specify very clearly:-

1. Priority and most important and urgent
2. Important but not urgent
3. Urgent
4. Important

So..years after that and now a full time mother at home..I thought planning is important..and time management is priority and stress management is urgent...

But who'd care...what more..everything cd go hay wire..especially when one are managing people..and please..those HR practitioner out there..please give me a pad at my back..no..not on my shoulder..please..as I think ..I carry enough burden.

Grounded at home...I used to think I could handle everything...especially the 'kebajikan' of my kids and to put up to my En Musa's expectation...to pay extra attention to my kids' studies...(Amboi...main perintah-perintah lak!)..pas tu nak kena pulak maintain cun bila suami pulang..kena berlakun jadi isteri solehah...

As there are so many things in my head..i mean..err..the to-do-list...which one to do first...some times they all got jumble up and down..Senang cerita...buat ape yang termampu je lah...banyak yang tak sempat...haven't got the chance to complete many task...By the end of the day..I normally seek Allah's forgiveness..for my all wrong doings of the day..especially if I did not carry out my obligations properly...Aku hanya insan biasa...aduhai..

Serupa juga dengan suamiku itu...yang antara paling aku nak komen..adalah kerana tidak pernah sempat menjenguk blog ini...sekali dulu semasa baru 'launched'..kot..

Macamano tu!!Ape eden nak buek dengan spesis makhluk ini...?

Itu lah..eden dah kato yang suami eden seorang penggiat IT yang sangat komited...tak percayo..

Ini bermakna..jari2 ini akan lebih laju mengetuk papan kekunci...meluahkan rasa hati..yang terbuku..yang terpendam...harapan..cinta..gejolak rasa, gurindam jiwa dan air mata..hu..hu...

Tapi sempena cuti maulidul rasul hari ini..eden ade gak sound kat suami eden yang pencinta IT sesungguhnya itu..(mujur bukan pencinta wanita lain yg tidak sepatutnya!!...alamak kalau ade pun..eden pasrah la oiii)..bahawa:-

It is ok..I can manage many things...U wouldn't have the chance to find my faults ok...everything tip top punya...and It is ok too, if u wouldn't have the chance to peek into my blog...(lagi la eden suko.!!oops..para bloggers kehendak hatiku tidak sesuai untuk kamu ikuti..)....but..but...and but..

If you ever forget that the kids are ur priority too..than...sendiri jawablah nanti...ini amanah datang dari siapa?..ponat leh eden ni...rasonya..kalau bole..bila lah nak pencen??Anak2 yang bosar kelmarin masa coti skola..tak do menulungnye.apo kono eh..budak2 asrama serupa ini..sibuk kerja sekolah jo!..kosian la kat eden ni...Eden frust la gak dengan anak2 yang manja..tapi apo nak di kato!!

Ampun maaf..dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki...almaklum..syurga para isteri di tapak kaki suami...(Omak den pun pernah kato dulu...Ekau yang pilih sendiri..La..ai..raso je lah..jgn ngeluh panjang-panjang....)..