Where is the other?

How many of people out there like me , would happilly agreed to A LONG DISTANCE relationship?

Especially when one is taking about taking the sole responsibility of upbringing the youngsters?..

Tiring..

Patience is testing. How long?

When I mentioned about the youngsters of mine, it is simply inaccurate...by saying..or be patient, have patient..no..cannot ma....

Kids are growing up, cannot buy back the time lost of not watching how do they grow up, how do they face the many challenges of a teenager....( even toddler comes with their packages..), how do u motivate them, how do you discipline them...how do you love, listen and be gentle....and at the same time assertive and be a friend to them..

Oh oh..I cd feel the world is spinning!!!

When my 'friend' comes..

My friend has not visited me since the birth of my little man..and I love to think it's because of me 'bf'eing my boy..

And normally when my friend come..I wd go a little 'hay-wire'...yeah..perhaps that kind of pms thing...and due to that...I wd request for a little bit ofextra rest..and somebody will hae to take over the duty of me - 'you are my everything'.

Late last night, I prepared the ingredients for tomorrow's breakfast..and put into the freezer..so that come tomorrow tidaklah terkocoh2..what more if my boy suddenly bangun, merengek...etc..

Somehow or rather when I woke up...the 'cekodok pisang' has been cooked and nicely served on the table...lazy me!

(I remember saying and salam2 my two kids before they went off to sekolah agama..and ter'tidoq balik...eemmm..must be the effect of that 'pain-killer' and 4 times bangun memalam kasi susu pada baby...)..

Then later my two kids balik dari sekolah agama.And ...

Maryam : " Mama, masak ape?..emm..ade lagi tak cekodok tadi?siapa yang masak"

Mama:..ohh..ade orang le tolong mama masak tu!

Maisarah" Sedap lah kue yang Sarah bawak bekal tadi.kawan sarah pun suka..pandai orang yg masak tu."

HEEEeeeee.......tak aci!..Lembu punya susu..sapi dapat nama!...

Aik..siapa yang lembu ..siapa yang the other one?.....siapa?..siapa?...orang bunian yang masak?

There goes the smile in my heart.....who Else?..thx dear!