Full house

And my nest is full again...hoooraeyyy.hoorraeyy....

Yeap!my house is in chaos of my batch 2 kids' toys, masak2 and barbie...books everywhere..and Little Mikhael shall add up to it since he's now busy crawling..( even though he shd be walking anytine now..), geledah sana dan sini..

My leisure time in front of pc has to be shorterened now....becoz my batch 1 kids seem to be too glued to them....( kalaulah pc to boleh bercakap.....)..and of coz....rasenye2 bil letrik akan naik mendadak...

So what am I doing now infront of this pc?....Thought I want to update about recent activities...the beach, the trip to johor, the movie...( err,..Twillight????Christmas Carol..but of couurse not that latest flim of J*lang..) sambutan aidil adha, Mikhael kena cucuk untuk umur setahun, and latest horror..my car alarm didn't function and of coz I panicked frantically!!and how we were so excited to get onto the Commuter train..just to get fr Rawang to Mid Valley...and only to get cramped inside the 1 and quarter hour journey....mcm..mcmm..tapi rase tak tertulis lah pulak..

I think I am tired...so hanya rase nak bersantai saje..perkara yang sepatutnya dibuat..di rancang..dibiarkan begitu saje..lets keep the stress level very minimal lah huh!....Last time I used to wake my kids up very early in the morning..but now...biorle...lepas subuh...bergoleklah mereka...sesekali main badminton atau berjogging...and breakfst..ape yg ade...tak payah nak berpeluh2 di pagi hening ..menumbuk batu menggoreng nasi...I just want to keep things easy...pendek kata memang relax!..kerja2 rumah buat saje yg musti..like basuh baju..( masak boleh ad aleternatif...ade org lain yg masak atau kedai saje..atau maggie....hahah) ..lipat dan susun baju...lett the kids worry about that...and sapu dan mop bila perlu..and rasenya budak2 itu tersgtlah sukeeer...and I just caught my m 3 and m4 lumurkan bedak pada anak2 patung Barbie.....arrrgghhhh!..tak kuasa nak marah2..biorkan...akan ku hulur tali layang2 itu sepanjang mungkin...

Have u ever feel that sombody's watching u?

Few things in October 2009

So my eldest finished her PMR last week and I was worried to death...(macamlah nak pi perang Badar ke ...ape ke)...Had prayed days and nights...Insya'Allah KLong Tembam...Usaha, Doa , Tawakkal...(that's our magic phrase, remember..)...And di sini punya lah tunggu bila lah si Tembam tu nak tepon....and At last a simple message came thru my fb....."Mama..., Kakak dah habis exam...."..hah hahh..so I know she is living safe and sound, alive and kicking....Ok....now she'll be busy at her school with all those performing arts session....
( P/s:..Kak..boleh kurus balik kan?....ye lah..all the jogging and warming up session...termengah-mengah...lose few pounds eh?)...Miss u my one and only Bambina..

And we had also acompanied my Sister in Law to KLIA to send away her hubby..
( my brother - itu si Ch'Mok..) to Libya..shian ni..take care ok...and ade picture lah ( thx to Ch'Da):..Sayang isteri...tinggal..tinggalkan...apparently Ch'Da is 7 months preggo...kena tabahkan hati tu Ch'DA...


(From left: Ch'DA, Maryam & Maisarah kat depan , me and muhammad mikhael ,my hubby...)

And Syawal also has come to an end.. with me tak sempat habiskan puasa enam....eemmm...completd few days..but then I had this severe cough..yeap..too much of biskut raye..rendang segala...( or was it the Susu Kambing which I had just started consumed some five days ago....eee...anybody minum susu kambing ..ade side effect kah?...)
We managed to attend few open house..with few also came over....and so the balang for all kueh raya dah kosong...kenalah letak dekat snki...basuh dan simpan untuk tahun depan..haha..haha...cam tu je Raye?..Again hajat hati nak jemput ramai kawan dan sedara..and masak extra dish..tapi kudrat tak daya...macamana tu?...And my cousins had hinted long time ago.."K.Eta, can we come 5 cars (12 adults and twelve kids..) and serang ur house?..."....alamak....jemput2 tepung buleh ?...but its ok , if any of you my blogger friend....kalu nak dtg...mari le....

And my hubby had asked a contractor to fit 'safety' gate at few places in my house..Ini kerana si kecil bujang itu..sudah merayap-rayap, panjat tangga (kunun adventure la tu)...masuk toilet...
Once Kak Maryam lupa nak tutup pintu toilet..lepas balik skola..and berlari-lari masuk toilet tanpa disedari ade sikenit mengekori..maka terdengar jerit pekik....

"Mikhael!..Jgn Mikhael, Jgn masuk jgnMasuk Mikhael!..Jgn!....Mikhaeeeeeellll...mama......."...suara Maryam memecah keheningan waktu nak Maghrib

Mama kat dapur bawah terpinga-pinga ...ape lah yg sibuk kat atas...

And then....
"waaa....."..my little man nangis ..agaknya terkezut sebab kakak dia terpekik-pekik..
Ok now fence are fixed..good thing..senang kerja saya..but on another thing....aduhai..kena langkah-langkah..dalam rumah pun ade hurdle...ape nak buat....lagi beberapa tahun..kasi angkat jual itu besipagar...err..ade sape nak chop?

So...come end of October..exams for Skolah Agama for Maisarah and Maryam...enmm...dah longgar..longgar....bila nak ulangkaji..

And of course..November shall peep in...wth exam for Masturah...and the above two (sekolah kebangsaan)...and who's going to remind them..oiiitt..belajar oiii..belajar...Me as usual?..

Thats about it...it is quite difficult nowdays to sit in front of pc...( kekadang to jenguk fb...etc..) my little man seem to need my attention all day..but until dia tidoq...emm..heaven..some time I just wish...ade quick and instant assistant..like a bibik for exmple...
"Bibi..pergi dapur and cook something?..or do that?..or do this?...sigh..I

At times, i d be so bothered with Md Mikhael merengek2..hatta to do business in toilet pun macam kena tahan2 tunggu dia tidoq....well thats' life..ingat senang ke nak jaga anak..but my late mum survived..and so did others..Sabar je lah...I must sabar, mustn't I??

And oo why si Kak Ngah just called..:"Mma, nak spend overnight umah kawan this Friday..umah dia ade buat kenduri..bla.bla.."
And mama said "No"..Sorry Kngah..this is not the time u nak tidoq-tidoq umah orang..furthermore mama tak kenal dgn ur fren's mum..( oo..yes,,we'd met masa ambik report card..tapi kami tak sempat berborak..een though mama had few timws tried to make eye contact??!!)..."Eh!..Kngah, are u suppose to do ur revision and we had brought u balik rumah last weekend?"
Ape daa...sendiri tau jawapannya..masih nak telepon mama..( with ur friend clinging at the other end of the phone..)..and when I asked why nak pi tidoq umah dia..
Kngah kata kawan dia nak tunjukkan skrip yg mak dia buat....Say What?..Skrip amendenya?perlu kah?..and why on earth tak tepon ayah saje...?...he he..ish..ish macam2 ..an dI said gd bye to Kngah..allowing her to follow her friends to outing on Sunday..but..no..no...overnight k...( nape lak me sound like berleter??/)

And I still have few things unsettled....bills?. exam question papers?...house chores?....ingredients for some cakes/biscuits?...ape lagi?....

Nice day you all...Selamat berhujung minggu..

Dan sebagai santapan mata, terimalah gambo raya kami yang tak seberapa ini:

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The last week of Jan 2009 - days to tf85reunion

I had wanted to write earlier...normally when the baby had dozed off and between free time after finishing the house chores ( yang tak pernah habis nih!!), I wd quickly run thru my pc..at times just when I wanted to browse thru the internet...baby wd make his sound...sometimes he wants milk, then change diapers, then change position...bla..bla....( macam-macam lah!)..and thus reluctantly I wd have to attend to his needs....and there goes my writings..( I am not complaining...coz I guess all mums wd feel the same..experience the same...)

I had planned to write on few things...and during breast feeding rather than staring blankly at the the tv or the wall, I wd try to picture in my mind those things reasonable for the posting...

Funny that at times when I got the chance to scribble..I wd end up changing the template la...the colour la...bloghop la....so..where got enough time to write?

So the long school holiday , ie. CNY break( a week for K.Long, few days for K.Ngah and Sarah and Yam) had just ended... Remembering back what I did?

1. Wednesday (21/1) : brisk housekeeping....ye lah bilik sikakak2 ni ade yang menyepahkan..including all unfold laundry...yeap..bilik2 tak berpenghuni selalu jadi mangsa berkumpulnya barang2 ibarat store...karang kalu tak susun balik ape yang patut ade lak suara yang merungut...especially kakak..( dia nih mengalahkan Mdm..)..

2. Thursday (22/1) : ayah picked up Kakak Mas..and Maisarah & Maryam were jumping up and down as they missed their sister..a surprise for them when they came back fr school..and cd not wait for Kakak Long pulak..

3.Friday ( 23/1) : ayah picked Kakak Moon from Bukit Jalil..they reached home around 1 am...borak-borak ngan die jap..:" Kakak, esok remind mama ye...telepon chik Midah...nak tau bila diorang nak dtg?"...

4. Saturday ( 24/1) : Family time together...with loads of laundry oleh budak-budak yang balik dr asrama....tak cukup-cukup ampaian...read my srikandi85 yahoo mail....waduh..terasa macam teringin nak join kengkawan ku..and forgot to call my relatives...

5. Sunday (25/1) : Family time together...lepak-lepak kat rumah....and I forgot what we did!

6. Monday (26/1): After lunch, ayah brought K.ngah, Sarah & yam to Air terjun Serendah...and I stayed home with KLong and Baby...A bit sad becoz I had missed to watch the eclipse of the sun and the solat sunat as well....gara-gara tertidur kepenatan jaga baby..( mlm semalamnya dia meragam sket!!)..Yg bestnye they came home with my favourite roti nan from non other restoran Ali Maju kat rawang tu...

7. Tuesday (27/1) : Sent Kakak Mas to her school....cuti dah habis la sayang...Late evening received call from my uncle fr Jb,,they are not coming....yeay!!!..later I asked K.Long:

"Kakak, mama mcm nak pi lah reunion stf..u think I shd go..and agak2 ayah kasi tak?"I don't know why I am comtemplating..sound like afraid of ayah pulak!!

" Eh mama..pi lah..bestnye...mana tau this cd be ur last chance..tak tau bila akan jumpa lagi kawan-kawan mama tu...akak rasa ayah kasi lah mama...kalu ayah tak leh jaga baby. akak boleh jaga dier...".So my K.Long has been the first supporter..as she also share the same feelings about boarding school..and thus perasaan ini membuak-buak ...malam tu tak berapa lena tido sebab nak susun plan..rase cam nak pi reunion stf85....

8. Wednesday (28/1) : Cooking as usual..and still thinking of relaying the decision to ayah about the reunion...Ayah was busy with his notebook ( he had applied leave to entertain our relatives..but in the end lepak kat umah je lah sebab sedara tak jadi dtg..)..ayo...macamana nak cakap kat ayah nih!!Kalau tak silap received sms dari Shana request for class photo..alamak sorry beb..tak dak lah..

Ayah took Kakak to A*bank to open another bank account at Bdr country home..(malas nak pi rawang la tu!)...with sole purpose to get a new atm card as she lost her c*mb atm card at Pudu raya Bus Station last year..issshh..pick pocket...But was dissappointed when after everything was done, the cashier said :

." " Maaf, dik. Bawah 18 tahun tak dpt atm card."..so Kakak and ayah went into the car and kakak called me...

" Ma, kena deposit Rm100 dan tak dpt atm sebab akak bawah 18 tahun."

"Say what?...ape bank tuh?..B*n pun kasi atm card"...Mama grumbled and asked ayah on whether he had asked the counter about it..I felt annoyed becoz I was the one who had insisted ayah to accompany Kakak..after browsing the internet which states opening account requires a minimum of Rm20....or was it I salah tengok...salah baca?

" Kakak, go back to the bank and bawak keluar duit.." I said to kakak..terasa macam mendidih perasaan pd bank tu.THinking also, I wd like to reserve my few cash for reunion registration...

Later kakak called me and informed. " Ma, hari ni tak leh sebab baru buka akaun, esok baru boleh. Ayah kata esok lah ayah buka akaun baru and kakak can use his atm card."...so i replied..ok lah..that's sensible..

As the night came..still thinking about reunion stf...

8. Thursday (29/1) : Masak spesial sket le hari nih..kunun nak ambik hati ayah pasal reunion lagi!..after maghrib ...memberanikan diri menyuarakan hasrat hati with all the plans and schedule serta perkara yang melibatkan Baby....(ape nak buat kan..macam inilah..mothers like me...kalu nak bergerak memang kena pastikan everything in order..I worry too much..walhal...they surely wd manage punya...)

Yes!!..ayah kata :" Pi lah, ayah jaga baby"...

dan tanpa membuang masa, hantar sms kat Dada...:".pls count me in Dada..I nak pi reunion"..and

Dada jawab :" U memang gatal...bla-bal-bla...pay at singgahsana and dress to kill tau!"..and Dada if u read this...aku memang gatal!!sorry eh!

9. Friday (30/1) : Pagi2 buta hantar sms kat Shana and Farah...tghri gosok baju untuk nak pi reunion...arrgghh..hijau..hijau..mana satu baju hijau nih!!Hati sangat gumbira..at last dapat menghiburkan diri sendiri..about 10.30pm..masa tengah tengok Raja lawak kat astro ( as if mcm tak de cerita lain nak tengok..) received call from Shana..sangat teruja nak pi reunion..

10. Saturday (31/1) : Early morning went to the shop to get few groceries, buy breakfast with extra lauk sebab tghr tak masak heavy but thinking on just nasi goreng ..Ayah went jogging without notifying me...isshhh!! becoz I thought I wanted to ask him to buy breakfast. When I came back, baby was crying out of his lung....isshh terkejar-kejar rasenye..( ayah still not back fr his morning jog..grr.)...nak mandikan baby, feed him..laundry and prepare table for breakfast...

Then about 10am..ayah took Maryam to the DEntist...nak kena cabut gigi..I said to ayah tak payah le pi dentist..cabut je dengan benang..but ayah kata..tak pe lah..kesian lak kat maryam..And they came back around 12 pm..."Ayah, cabut gigi kah?..buat gigi?"..then Maisarah kata ade ramai orang kena tunggu giliran...by this time, I know I must start packing things for baby (including my stored milk ..) as ayah nak bawak dia pi umah his sister lepas hantar mama ke Singgahsana.

About 1pm we left home and stopped by r&r for solat zuhur but later decided to go to nearest petrol station ( as parking mcm tak de je...)..

Reached singgahsana around 215pm.....and so I was greeted by few friends....yeay!!!..I've made it...I am at the reunion tunfatimah85....for this..I shall make special posting later..I had a great time....at last ..a little break from the housewife, mum and nursiring routine..(.but a little bit sad becoz Farah, one of my best friends, txted me saying she cdn't make it...)..

Then ayah came around 7pm...saw Mikhael sucking Maryam's little finger...he must be very hungry...I miss him....along way back, I relayed to ayah what had happened at the reunion...and said to ayah...I got a rose!!how sweet..plus other goodies..and balloon too..( I first saw my friend tacked away the balloon for her kids..so I copied cat her...just to see smile on Maisarah's and Maryam's face as earlier on they had pleaded to tag along...)

Reached home around 8pm...after cleaning myself and baby...to the kitchen just to cook simple dish ( walupun dalam hati..aduhh...penat arr....).

Later watched kakak doing her packing...and again relayed the whole incident to her...and laughed over silly things which I had encountered...especially pictures on the slide ...hihi!!

11. Sunday (1/2) : oo..how I wish..I cd just lay down..no worries about anything..I think my jaw line muscle hurt little bit..eh..why arr???( well..must be too much laughter at the reunion..see...friends...aku dah lama tak bergelak sakan..memang kelakar..).Cooked 'jemput-jemput' tepung ...as requsted by kakak..and around 9am..off we went to Bukit Jalil..and we said bye-bye to Kakak Munirah...till we meet again, insya'Allah for the next school break..

" Kakak, jaga diri ok...jaga kesihatan..and study smart...doa dan solat hajat for ur coming exam..."..and I waved to her....tears coming out la pulak....

Then we went straight to J*ram Kuala Selangor to visit Kakak Mas...stayed about an hour at Pantai Remis as Kakak Mas wanted to buy Kerang bakar..and we chit chat chit chat....and kakak Mas belanja adik2nya KFC chicken sold at the van bergerak..(never saw this KFC van before...)and sent her back before 6pm..

" Mas, jaga diri and banyak doa supaya mudah capai target 'hafiz'.."

"Mama dan ayah doakan adek ye!!"..Kakak Mas wd always refer herself as 'adek' whenever she talk to us..So we said gd bye..tears again for me...Around 6pm..reached home....

And those were things happening for the last week of January 2009...at least I am able to record them in this so called electronic diary...for my future reference...for my broods...for all the events of which each carries its own smile and tears...thats' life...I am blessed!!