Tak marah...tapi sayang..

Khas untuk anak mama yang bernama Maryam...

Kalau mama, tak bising, tak ingatkan...rasanya tugas mama takkan lengkap...kerana anak2 yang sedang membesar..memang kena selau diingatkan..dinyanyikan tentang tugas dan tanggungjawab masing2...Kita dilahirkan sebagai khalifah anakku...Jesteru, ade amanah dan ade tanggungjawab..pasti ade ganjaran dari Nya juger.

Ini bukan kali pertama, maryam hilang buku teks..semenjak dari darjah satu lagi, sayang!!..Dan walaupun harga buku tidaklah beratus ribu, tetapi mama hendak Maryam tahu...buku teks adalah pinjaman dari sekolah...Kita kena jaga semua barang pinjaman dengan baik...Lagipun, memang mama yang tandatangan borang dari sekolah, pasti mama akan dipersoalkan tentang buku2 tersebut terutama apabila akhir tahun, waktu kamu semua kena pulangkan buku kesekolah..Mama hendak maryam tahu juga, bukan semua boleh dibeli dengan wang. Kalau kita fikir, idak ape apa kalu buku hilang, nanti ayah boleh kasi duit beli yang baru..Owhh..tidak...kalau kena beli buku yang telah dihilangkan, siapa nak bayar?.Itu mencuri 'wang' untuk diguna pada perkara lain yang lebih berkeperluan .Contohnya: Fresh milk yang memang Maryam suka.Hidup harus berjimat...Membazir pula adalah akhlak terkeji...Kalau betul buku hilang, maka Maryam kena beli buku dengan wang saku sendiri..mama mahu maryam menjadi seorang yang lebih bertanggung jawab okey.

Ini bukan soal remeh yang kekadang orang akan bertanya : Itu pun nak marah?"...

Tapi mama marah kerana sayang...Allah sahaja yang tahu...

So please take care of your belongings ok...

Maryam and Mikhael, minutes before she realised, she had lost her maths text book..(baru balik dari skolah agama)

Mikhael and mama with the marble cake for maryam. Note: mama's eyes always close!!

p/s: I never lost my text books..I wonder why and how she had lost it?...

Double storey and how much cd one yell!!

Long has gone days when one could actually listen to the yells of one's neighbour unless he really is the 'peeping tom's species..Oh, Please..God, please forbid me from falling into that category!!

Nearly 100% of my childhood , for as long as I could remember, was I have to put up with the 'unease' feeling whenever my late mum screamed at us...out of her lungss...music to my ears..especially in the morning and evening..Err..sape suruh lambat siap!!..Nanti lori datang, tak payah pergi sekolah..siap korang!!!

But now, I strangely feel that history could not repeat by itself..by the design of my home, I find it extremely difficult to call out for my kids..either they shut the door behind them, pluging their ears with the stereo..or simply..I cannot yell out as loud as a lioness anymore...Or...I malu with the next jiran?....Hence, waking up my kids for 'sahur' is painstakingly tough..Tedious too, especially now when I have to repeatedly remind them: " Cepat!cepat!!!20mins before the school's van arrive!!Belum makan lagi ni!!!..How come, my favourite vocab these days are ...cepat..cepat!!!.

ANd I wonder If any of my kids would love to the orchestra I am playing..Well, girls...I am the lioness of the house..U know Ur daddy is the 'cool' type with lots of gold in his mouth.( ANd the malay proverb translate : Seperti ada emas dalam mulut!!!).Ooppss..sorry Abg!!..But again, I am sure, they shall miss my chaotic + panicky mum.. I am the twitter too!..and they know what it means when the bird stop singing, instead !!

I guess, MY dear Mr Land lord, would you like to consider, installing some kind of interface..or rather inter com!!!.. I am tired of yelling!!..Or Hello kids..I shall not yell anymore..and whomever are late...let them be..either u go to school by bus..or never at all..and stand my 'lioness' the whole day...and even during RAmadhan..pls let me suggest....everybody sleep downstair, Boleh tak!!!..Mummy is losing her voice..and also...please clean up the kitchen too..please!.please!!