Where are my writings??Feb 2010 already?

January 2010 considered gone already..and I am still no where in adding news and about of past happenings..Aiyoo.....sorry my blogger friend and esp to two of my big gals somewhere in Jb and K.S'hgor!... :( .......

how can I explain?

Well , blame on my poor time-management!....to be exact..why so addict to f*cebook????..And some said in the next month, it will require payment...guess by then, I am free fb!..ha..ha..U bet!

Frankly, my little boy now only took about an hour nap, morning and afternoon. I used to squeeze between his nap hours to do the house chores...and surfing the internet..but now, as he has started to go mobile...he got so active whenever he is up and about...there goes my starring at the pc....so how?

tell me friends, what is ur normal productivity hours and span?...

Still, I plan to do a bit housekeeping to this blog..got lots and tonnes of fren's blodgaddress to add...Can i Fit everything in my blog?..blogs I follow, current affair, my srikandis' frens, my other kelakar frens..(yes, I got so many kelakar frens out there...where I blog hop...just to increase the Hidrogen level in my brain...).my cooking, child interest, food fo thot, motivational..and music..all in one??..Well, thats a lotttt!!..

And everytime my hands got on my kLong's laptop ( he..he...Yeap, she got a new laptop from his uncle for her straight A's PMR...so mama tumpang la kakak oiii!)..I click here and there and at the same time feeling much guilty of the long due accounting work I promise my Bro to complete and Abg K*din dah banyak kali bising..oooiii! dah due lah!..satu tahun denda rm 20!....I just can't resist the temptation to be so kepoh of my fb..roaming around comments of others, photos of frens been uploaded!..so whats priority now?...

And then , I still prefer to update my blog at my old desk top...(the only harta yang I ade drpd EPF..remember we cd wdraw monies from epf to buy pc..and then becoz of some culprit..freeze lak akaun epf..entah ape2)..becos..of big screen lah I suppose..Mata saya sudah rabun dekat tahap kronik..and lasik wd cost me a thousand yearsssss...(remember I am a house wife..!..)!..But still and but, itu desk top computer sudah semakin lambat..berapa kali En Mu*sa tukang komputer itu sudah tengok2an itu pc..tapi masih lembab...jadi nak tunggu pc log on...bla..bla.., kekadanag it got jammed or hanged..and even if theres so big tunder, this pc akan kena kilat punya..waa...sgt sensitif pulak!..and I wd have to wait for itu En M*sa Tukang komputer sekali lagi tukar network card..etc..(Oh..Saya tak paham perkara dlm isi perut komputer!)..harapan tinggal harapan..

But today, at this hour, I want to say to my frequent visitor..hey, I am still alive..and having difficulty in managing my time, balancing between facebook and housechores plus demanding todler..attendingg to two busy primary school gals..and missing her big daughterss...all the time...all the time...and then end up, joining my son afternoon's nap!

Enclosed here pics of none other than my broods....( latest I think!...the last family dinner together in 2009, before my Eldest and Second went back to their school...)..and I can't help looking at their past photos....



Guess who ?..(Mama and Moon at 1+ year old!..venue- Spore)













Mama and Moon - right after the pmr result 2009 was announced












Mama, Moon and Mikhael, on the stage of Sekolah Seni...




Moon/Klong (after 15 years...) with fav buddy..on th way to a kenduri Dec 2009








As usual KLong imitating Mikhael






Klong w Maryam






Klong and Maisarah








Klong and her only 'adek'..She never thought she will have another 3 adiks...and admit she has big responsibilities...


Us, at pantai Remis, sending off Kngah...Dec 2009







And wishing all..happy february!..(Excuse, me am so motherly...busy and alive!)

Will be back!!

Selamat tahun baru 2010

Masih tidak sempat untuk menulis tentang pelbagai peristiwa akhir 2009..sebagai kenangan tatapan umum terutama anak2...:-
1) Hari Ulang Tahun Mikhael yg pertama = 24/11/09
2)Hari Ulang Tahun KMas yg ke 14 = 18/12/09..dan mendaftar semula ke Maahad Haf*iz Jeram...Selamat Maju Jaya----Gd Luck for ur PMR 2010.
3) Perjalanan ke Johor Bahru., Klong menerima keputusan PMR 2009 pada 24/12/2009...(Alhamdulillah- sungguh tidak disangka...menjadi contoh yg baik untuk adik2 sekalian..cemerlang akademik dan akhlak juger ye...mama sayang kakak!)
4)Kenduri Kahwin dan DOa Selamat rumah Pakcik/Makcik di JBahru = 25&26/12/2009
5) Hari Ulang Tahun CIk Abgku yg ke 42 = 31/12/2009 (Selamat Ulang Tahun Bang!)
6)Perjalanan ke JB semula menghantar KMoon kembali Ke sekolah= 2/1/2010
7) Kenangan tinggal bermalam di rumah keluarga Angkat di Gelang Patah ( Pakcik Aziz dan Mak Mon)..ooowwwhh..so nice to be pampered, mendengar pelbagai peristiwa pengalaman mereka semasa menunaikan haji, mendengar dan menerima pelbagai nasihat tentang mendidik anak2 serta mendekatkan diri pada yg Maha Esa..di usia mulai menjejaki 40an.....dan merasa sangat rindu pada arwah orang tuaku...Alfatihah!!

* Pakcik Aziz dan Makmon adalah antara rakan karib arwah orangtuaku...(Pakcik Aziz seorang pesara tentera laut dan kami pernah sama2 berjiran semasa di rumah tinggi , singapura..awal 70an..)..dan di rumah merekalah tempat persinggahanku semasa bersekolah di JBahru
( 1981-1985)..sementelaah arwah orangtua menginap Labuan dan Lumut!)

**************************

Awal tahun seperti biasa....pelbagai perkara yg lebih menuntut perhatian...tidak lupanya kerenah anak kecil yg semakin membesar....

Ade sedikit keletihan dengan tugasan apabila anak2 mula bersekolah..(Mudah2an Allah beri kekuatan jasmani dan rohani...sihat tubuh badan demi menjalankan amanahNya..)

Merindui anak2 yg telah ke asrama...KMun dan KMas..(Kenang Kami Dalam DOa mu..anak-anak2ku )

Memikirkan bila boleh membuat perancangan tentang pelbagai perkara terlebih lagi...dari sudut ekonomi dan pendidikan anak2...seterusnya perlaksanaan...

Meninjau2 waktu sesuai memulakan semula aktiviti kerja sambilan...duit poket!..(Sorry Pak LOng....account for auditing dah lama dueeeee!!)

ALhamdulillah....Masih dipanjangkan umur untuk tahun ini....mudah2an boleh dimanfaatkan dengan pelbagai ibadah, peningkatan..istiqamah....

Selamat Tahun baru semua..Kenang Kami Dalam DOamu....MUdah2an kalian juga beroleh keberkatan Ilahi dan DipermudahkanNya segala urusan...Hingga ketemu Lagi..

Satu keajaiban - PMR 2009

Maybe I am a bit exaggerated for some...but this is what I am feeling right noww...

So grateful..sangat bersyukur...and this is just a short note to thanx all ..for the effort, the hard work, prayers..motivations...

To Kakak....sekalung tahniah buat kakak..satu pencapaian yg sgt luar biasa...apetah lagi bile mengenang kembali liku-liku perjalanan dan diari pelajar seni berserta semua warga kerja di Sekolah Seni....menumpang tetapi bekerja keras...tahniah again....

Kenang kami dalam doa mu.....(pss..Dasyatnya doa ibu!)

Full house

And my nest is full again...hoooraeyyy.hoorraeyy....

Yeap!my house is in chaos of my batch 2 kids' toys, masak2 and barbie...books everywhere..and Little Mikhael shall add up to it since he's now busy crawling..( even though he shd be walking anytine now..), geledah sana dan sini..

My leisure time in front of pc has to be shorterened now....becoz my batch 1 kids seem to be too glued to them....( kalaulah pc to boleh bercakap.....)..and of coz....rasenye2 bil letrik akan naik mendadak...

So what am I doing now infront of this pc?....Thought I want to update about recent activities...the beach, the trip to johor, the movie...( err,..Twillight????Christmas Carol..but of couurse not that latest flim of J*lang..) sambutan aidil adha, Mikhael kena cucuk untuk umur setahun, and latest horror..my car alarm didn't function and of coz I panicked frantically!!and how we were so excited to get onto the Commuter train..just to get fr Rawang to Mid Valley...and only to get cramped inside the 1 and quarter hour journey....mcm..mcmm..tapi rase tak tertulis lah pulak..

I think I am tired...so hanya rase nak bersantai saje..perkara yang sepatutnya dibuat..di rancang..dibiarkan begitu saje..lets keep the stress level very minimal lah huh!....Last time I used to wake my kids up very early in the morning..but now...biorle...lepas subuh...bergoleklah mereka...sesekali main badminton atau berjogging...and breakfst..ape yg ade...tak payah nak berpeluh2 di pagi hening ..menumbuk batu menggoreng nasi...I just want to keep things easy...pendek kata memang relax!..kerja2 rumah buat saje yg musti..like basuh baju..( masak boleh ad aleternatif...ade org lain yg masak atau kedai saje..atau maggie....hahah) ..lipat dan susun baju...lett the kids worry about that...and sapu dan mop bila perlu..and rasenya budak2 itu tersgtlah sukeeer...and I just caught my m 3 and m4 lumurkan bedak pada anak2 patung Barbie.....arrrgghhhh!..tak kuasa nak marah2..biorkan...akan ku hulur tali layang2 itu sepanjang mungkin...

Have u ever feel that sombody's watching u?

Perkahwinan..

Adakah saya terlalu sibuk dengan pelbagai kerenah anak2?

Adakah saya terlalu letih dengan pengurusan pelbagai hal-ehwal di rumah?

Perlukah saya pada motivasi bagi peningkatan penceria warna perkahwinan?

..Dan pelbagai persoalan....

Saya suri rumah sepenuh masa..bergelumang dengan apa saja cabaran yang bersangkut paut dengan gelaran suri rumah itu..sebagai ibu..sebagai isteri...(Mungkin sebagai anak tidak lagi..kerana kedua ibubapa telah pulang menyahut seruan Ilahi..saya bersyukur...)..

Pagi ini setelah merasa agak tenang dan beres dan tugas biasa..saya kembali menyusuri internet..saya mencari makanan rohani..sementelaah..saya tidak ade banyak pilihan untuk berdiskusi..rata2 jiran 2 bersebelahan ramai yang bekerja..kalau ade pun..mungkin kurang sesuai untuk saya tiba2 dtg mengetuk pintu jiran dan berbincang tentang makanan rohani...

Lalu saya singgah di blog Ustaz Hasrizal dan mencari artikel yg bersesuaian...menerusi artikel beliau yang bertajuk mengurus pemikiran tentang perkahwinan.

"Bagi pasangan yang berumahtangga, setahun dua yang pertama, biasanya indah dan ditambah lagi dengan kedatangan cahaya mata penyeri rumahtangga. Tetapi apabila masuk tahun ketiga dan keempat, hubungan suami isteri akan teruji. Mudah terjadi, suami mula mudah marah terhadap isteri. Manakala si isteri pula kerap tertekan dengan ‘warna sebenar suaminya’.Saya masih ingat kata-kata Profesor Abdullah al-Ahsan di UIA ketika mengulas tentang Romanticism, “kita selalu tidak rasional dan realistik semasa kita romantik!”. Mungkin di awal perkahwinan, romantik itu kuat mendominasi rumah tangga. Ketika itu suami fokus kepada isteri dan isteri pula fokus kepada suami. Tetapi ketika munculnya anak pertama, kedua-duanya beralih fokus kepada anak dan selepas muncul anak kedua, fokus itu perlu diubah suai lagi. Semasa itulah, rumahtangga lebih didominasi oleh tanggungjawab dan tugas. Seronok-seronok sudah berkurang sedikit. Tetapi ia adalah proses biasa.

Hubungan suami dan isteri boleh selamat dan terus memanjat usia matang pada tahun-tahun yang berikutnya. Selamat kerana proses itu berlaku di dalam perkahwinan, bukan di luar. Ini adalah kerana, perkahwinan sebenarnya menggabungjalinkan antara cinta, kasih sayang, tanggungjawab dan peranan. Ada hari air pasang, cinta memainkan peranan. Ada hari air surut, maka tanggungjawab dan kematangan pula mengambil tugas.

Saya pasti anda yang sedang melayari bahtera perkahwinan dan membaca akan tersenyum sambil mengangguk-angguk..Saya masih belajar..anda juge..

ikimfm toolbar

Dapatkan toolbar siaran ikim.fm di sini:...untuk di muat turun...

Dulu semasa radio kat ruangtamu masih berfungsi, selalu kami jadikan siaran ini sebagai loceng bangun pagi...

Habis ramadhan kelmarin, radio tiba-tiba senyap ( sebelum itu kilat sabung menyabung di luar..)..Innalillah...sudah saya utarakan pada Mr Mc Guyer..tapi beliau masih belum berkesempatan menerjah meneropong ape masalah.....

Lewat habis makan tengahari tiba-tiba rase hendak menjenguk faebook..dan..telah berjumpa dengan toolbar stesen radio ikim..

Jadi dengan berbesar hati ingin berkongsi dengan semua..Selamat mendengar!!

Buai laju-laju...

There weren't many playground offering this kind of swing..so when we found this one I said to my DH..let the boy try arr..see..if he like or not...and he did..(Location: Late parents' house at Gombak).

This pic was taken in June 2009..only now I could locate the video....( I am still learning with all this multimedia thing...)

Sebagai kenang-kenangan...and please excuse the background sound..I think it was his's ayah....( jgn marah yang...ur boy need ur sound to make him feel..that the world is fun..full of excitement...)...Ohh....I so love his cute little smile...he rarely smile though..and some say..this one he takes after his daddy..;D...

And to KMoon and KMas..you'll surely miss him...tapi tak pe...school holiday lagi seminggu...by all means....take over some of my duties..by all means...yeay the nest shall be full again..lai.lai..lai..

p/s: I am in jovial mood...lallla..llaa...so everyone in the house adore me...as if I am celebrity..but when mama is in a-not-so-nice-mood...u now lah...but still I am a celebrity to my kids...not many huh!

While I am writing this, Mikhael is so sound asleep..overdose of few medicines...selsema, cirit birit and thrush in his mouth..get well soon sayang..be strong..be strong!

1Malaysia - Malam Gala Seni SSjb & Sehati Berdansa Tribute to Sudirman

We had a splendid time last weekend watching the performance of various students and teachers of SSJB..which was called Malam Gala Kesenian SSJB 2009 : watch pics here..this year's theme was : Khazanah WarisanBudaya Bangsa....( jadinya segala gerak tari, susunan musik, lakunan pentas...termasuk juga pameran seni visual..berlandaskan tema tersebut..so no MJ's beat it or Billie Jean alike...like they did during the Form 3's Produksi PMR last July...shian sape2 yang minat MJ).

I had missed taking photos...(ape da...last minute..kamera rosak..ish!ish!)....

Even my DH had missed capturing some good moments of our dear Moon...with his hp//like he always did ( Shian ..ayah..lullabying little Mikhael...three quarter of the show...and mama was given the chance to sit and relax..as ayah said..he had full view last year when mama was heavily pregnant with m5...)

And we had not expected our Moon to be on stage...as she had called previous day...

Moon: :Mama,kita tak berlakun...belakang tabir saje...tapi jgn lupa ma, dtg awal..takut tak dak tempat duduk.."

Ma: Ok..tak pe lah...kitorang dtg..ape lagi event?

Moon: Ade anugerah untuk seni gak?

Mama : Kakak?

Moon:..he...he..surprise..surprise..

But upon opening, there she was..waving to everybody...and of coz...with her size...so noticable la...and I cdn't help but smile...I think I miss her so much..that a glimpse of her..caught my eyesight..well talk about separation...

The whole show was a superb..I admire the 1Malaysian dance performed by those students majoring in Seni tari..The drama was gorgeous...( dan sudah tentu di mana ade anakku..di situlah hatiku terpaut...) . 5 dramas were performed carrying own subjects, dances, music....and my kids love the one with dragon....Background music was marvelous ..Well they've got the talent..after all the hard work and effort..collaboration between the students and the teachers as well...A few minor technical error like microphone etc..but never mind...cheers and big applause to everybody who had made the show,direct and indirectly..

Being one of the emcees..my Moon has her voice to offer too...when one of the mics has problem..mcm2..sampai serak2 suare!..

All in all, I must say..this is the beginning of something big...remembering in my old time days...where in the scondary school..concerts etc..were delivered by us...we had few talents..tapi setakat itu sajelah..but here in Sekolah Seni..skill are sharpened and the results are through the show..I love the determination, the hard work..the discipline of each individual...Oh..And Bravo to the directors, dance choreographer, stage manager, music arrangement, wardrobe..etc....

Hang on there, dear...you need all these habits to perform out there in the real world..in the office...or in any organization that you all shall join after finishing ur school...

bukan senang nak jadi senang..

Now I understand..why my daughter has many grievances...of her tiredness...of her fatigue...as well as to balance with her academics..not forgetting her duties as servant to Allah too..O Allah, please give everybody strength...

Awards are presented to all 'A's scorer of academic for each tingkatan and also best in the four majors ( seni visual, seni tari, seni musik dan seni teater ) for each tingkatan...

And the awards presenter include, the vvip from Jabatan Pelajaran Johor dan Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia Bahagian Sukan Dan Seni...Also famous actress Pn Rosnah Johari and actor (who was also my ex-teacher/part timer as guru drama in my former school) Encik Jalil Hamid...and En Jalil's son had won best Seri lakun for form 2...owh!...bestnyee...( ye lah..ke mana tumpahnya kuah kalu tak ke nasi...)

What about my daughter?...A candidate for her major...Anugerah Seri Lakon Pentas..but her friend had won it..he..he..Mama tau...mama tau siape dia..

And we have the teachers performing as well...(eemmmm..sebab itu lah anak muridnya cam tu...cikgu2nya pun sporting habis...)..amboi2...and I love best the part when everybody were on stage....One Malaysia...Malaysia Boleh!

Look forward for another show...(oo..oh..they are going to a resort. next week.to celebrate the winning of real academic..awards..give away..etc..emm..this one parents are not welcome...sob! sob!..)

*******************

And on that very night also, A*stro had live telecast of M*lam Sehati Bedansa... theme- Special tribute to Sudirman with a touch of 1Malaysian dance as well....

My admiration towards late Sudirman...has brought me to love all his songs...especially those old where I grew up listening to..

Amongst the song I like..( well too many to write down actually...) is Bila Hati terpikat...and I am sharing this below video..performed by Didie and her partner..a superb energy!..a great dance..for a great song!..and the commentator was sharp and honest!

****************************

Nov..ember...yes! and Raihan- Haji

Its November of the year again...kids' school are finishing..and few things creep into my mind...hang on there...why worry...

And like every where, tv and radio for example....showing the matters about Haj...Mecca...and those going..hopes for those who are going to go....

My DH is so keen lately on watching all documentaries ....

"WE should pray...for Allah's Mercy..for best health and 'rezeki'...make it easy for us and those wishing to go..."

And suddenly this Raihan's song attracts my attention so much so that I can't resist to share it in my blog:

Wishing all my blogger friends out there..in fact everybody who's going to Mecca this year...insy'a'Allah...Haji Yang Mabrur..Bon Vovage..dan Kenang Kami Dalam Doa Kalian...

References dan Doktor

****************************

I had been addicted to my fb...reconnected with many long lost friends..exchanging stories...viewing photos..and comments.....yeah..u laugh..makcik duduk rumah macam I...this is amongsts chances nak chit chat ngan kengkawan....boleh belanja makan2..virtually u know!..and it does switch off the stress button somehow....

My addiction to fb however has brought me to know some people whom I was so shy to talk too...esp all those successful people outthere..and for example I found Prof Dr MUhaya...( my super-duper senior of stf..)..and she had written a book which I hope I cd get to buy....oh and she has her own blog here

And I know this book is going to be favoured by many out there who inspire to be a doctor...for parents...for makcik2 like me yang rase sangat kagum dengan mereka yang berkeupayaan ..fardu kifayah for us...wanita-wanita...

Infact.my gynae at G*mbak M*edical c*entre had asked one of my daughters.if any of them wanted to be a doctor..Dr M*rsita Mansur said..we need more woman doctors lah dear..and i should encourage my angles if ade yang menunjukkan minat..well...I am not good with science...even if i scored straight 'A's for my general science subject...(hee...rase kecil sangat dengan those my frens who carried around books of pure bio, kimia dan fizik....). masa form 4 and 5 at my former school..I still think pure sciences drive me crazy..and not sure either if in me ade tak keturunan pakar sains...wallahualam...

And if I am being ambitious... I don't know..but dalam hati Allah saje yang tahu....

Byeee..you all..have a nice weekend....I have another week to tengokkan my daughters revision...( my primary kids baru je habis pereksa skolah agama..then sekolah kebangsaan..) end of next week...yes!....spring cleaning of the house..lall.alla.....la...and jalan-jalan cari makan!....yeepie...

My dear..oo..my dear...bawak lah kita jalan2...eemm..ade bajet tak?...rumah tumpangan Ah Tong yang murah2 and safe... boleh ape?....