Salam Aidilfitri 2009

Alhamdulillah..1 syawal (Aidilfitri) has passed..so does the celebration....nothing much though..except for usual cooking, usual visits to aunt's house..and tv and eat and sleep and worry about the meals throughout the holidays...

Had tried one new recipee..Laksa Johor....kids love it..and hingga menjilat jari..( walupun tak cukup sayur mayur...bantai aje daa...)

To Jb on Friday and overnight at another aunt's house..

Prior..Singgah Sepang and Port Dickson...In- laws..in- laws...

To Kota Tinggi..Hubby's side...

Sent KLong....(Bye Dear..all the best for your PMR)

Back to Rawang on Sunday....singgah Pj...in-laws and mother in Law...

To Jeram...sent Kngah...and who says I cd hold on to my tears..even Maisarah was crying...

And where are my photos????how come this year raya got no photo???...aiyooo..tak sempat upload kah?

But wait..amongst many photos..I like this one best...


1)p/S:..I still miss being pampered by my late mum's cooking...on pagi raya...


TO all my blogger friends..Happy Hari Raya....yeepiee...

Farewell..

If it wasn't The Almighty who had made it easy....

Then for sure I'll miss that last moment...

Unsure whether it's worth travelling down south, i had managed to seek guidance from Him..

Without further delay..I straight away packed all the things necessary..with time and again seek opinion or rather green light from my hubby...."should we go?"...when?..how?..What are the plan..if this happened?..or what to do if that happen?...wd we be able to reach there in time?...

Gosssh...Only Allah knows my woes...

Prior to departure, my hubby had googled for some route in jb ( as we 'r not familiar with many).We had called several clinics and private hospital asking for home doctor..but none available...and in case needed, we had jot down few phone numbers, like ambulance and nearest clinics/hospitals...(entah lah...we just did what we thought sensible..)..After subuh, off we went to fetch KNgah at Kuala Selangor..eemmm..I had not had my sleep..so ter tido2 gak dlm perjalanan.Finally we reacxhed Jb around 1 pm.

There I saw my grandfather....weak..restless...eyes shut...thirsty too..I think!.

I have seen this kind of gestures...few hours before both my parents passed away...but nothing is sure..nothing...albeit many signs....no exact 'hadith' to support my thinking..just a normal..kebetulan..or kebiasaan orang melayu...

Datuk cdn't eat for the past two days..little fever....that's what my aunt told me..and kept telling to my aunt before the collapse that he did see like somebody is watching at him..so what wd u think?...

After solat zohor me and hubby recited the 'Surah Yasin'...time and again I called for his name...he was weak...but his eyeball were busy behind his lids..( Sakaratul Maut?..I am in denial...) and since my aunt said she's probably taking my datuk to S'pore next morning..so I thought , i'd better go and fetch my eldest nearby who's busy with the PMR trial..Meanwhile Little Mikhael is restless too...

No more words..and jokes...syukur I visited him last July in my last entry here...Well..we've missed each other for some 9 years..He last wrote to me in 2004..conveying his state of health...

( here are some pictures of our last visit..)

And why Mikhael is so restless..tak moh pandang datuk...













( (The only gambar yang datuk facing the camera...)












Everybody tengok camera yang maksu ambik..Mikhael sorang pandang pada Ayah punya hphone...







While KLong was so emotional...( dia rindu pada neneknya more than words cd ever say..)

And KNgah..as usual the loving smile...
..eemmm...nampak macam datuk nangis..mungkin masa ni my aunt kata kat my datuk yang my mum dah lama meninggal...





On the way to Larkin from Tmn Rinting..my aunt called...saying datuk seem to be having difficulty in breathing..So I straight away call ambulance and requested my second to accompany my aunt to the Hospital Pakar I*mail...while me hopefully be granted permission by my eldest pengetua..nak bawa K.long keluar jap...and I told my aunt to stay calm ..and Insya'Allah we shall meet at the said hospital..

While I was busy at my eldest's headmister's office..my grandfather is fighting for his last breath..( Later when asked..my second said..it was painful mama...kesian tengok atuk...and my second was there with my datuk inside the ambulance....she actually had felt a swift breeze of cold air.enough to naikkan all the bulu roma....oo..Malaikat Izrael?....)..and he stopped breathing...Innalillahi Wainna.Ilahi Rojiun.....tepat jam 4.44 petang, hari khamis 20 Ramadhan..10 Sept 2009....( same time with my late mum...in Ramadhan too..)..He was 86..

We reached at the Hospital only to be greeted by my aunt..tearfully...and I saw him motionless on the bed...I bid farewell too....Alhamdulillah Datuk..ini bulan yang mulia..tamatlah sudah segala penderitaan..kesengsaraanmu..mudah2an datuk ditempatkan bersama para syuhada..para solihin...

After the 'normal' preparation and procedure..datuk was brought to my uncle's house in Spore ( not easy procedure though! but since some of m uncles had insisted...so datuk pun dibawa lah ke Singapura..for burial next morning...and we just stayed at my aunt's house in JB..the house was quiet..solemn....solemn....sad...( tak de pasport laa...)

A loss which shall take time to heal...

And I am still in 'unexplained' mood....

Few days back, I had mentioned to my hubby..lets celebrate this raya in Jb with him..but the plan now has to be changed...eemmm...

I have learnt and read about 'Sakaratul maut'..and this subject has been close to my heart since the demise of my parents....interesting topic..all humankind shall go through..

Mudah2an kita semua dipermudahkan di kala saat2 sakaratul...Mati itu pasti..tetapi..selagi hidup..berjuanglah..beribadahlah....carilah kebaikan...kita tidak tahu bila maut akan menjemput...

p/s:
1) Photos extracted..taken during our last visit( me, K.Long, K.Ngah and Mikhael..)..some time datuk wd smile..some time he cries...

2)Writer is wishing Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all her blogger friends...

September oo.. september

Since early this year..I have marked this month....and of course month of October itself ( for my eldest to sit ofr her big exam - PMR).

Entering 40+ this year and today half way through Ramadhan...

Alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..16 years of marriage...still learning..still learning...

Masih terkial-kial nak rebut peluang Jutawan di dalam Bulan ramadhan...keredhaan Ilahi..insan taqwa..

Masih terkial-kial menyudahkan jahitan sarung sofa...(not from a profesional look but enough to ganti the old 16 year's look)..thx a lot for the basic SRT learnt!

Masih mencongak-congak bila dapat membuat sedikit biskut raya kegemaran anak2..tempahan kueh tat abang...kek lapis....entah le...

Sepasang baju raya yang dibeli untuk anak2 ade yang nak kena 'ubahsuai'....yang panjang kena dipendekkan...eemm..bila agaknya..

Ramadhan kali ini sedikit berbeza...

Kehadiran Md Mikhael...my little man...memenuhi waktu santai...

Maisarah dan Maryam..tidak banyak kerenah bersahur , berpuasa dan berbuka...

Munirah dan Masturah...dengan tugasan mereka...

Memohon kekuatan dari Ilahi..untuk dipermudahkan segalanya..segalanya...Ameen..

Mohon keampunan dari Ilahi atas dosa2 lampau...

Mohon dimakbulkan doa...Ameen..Ameen...

Alfatihah untuk ke dua arwah orang tuaku ...

Hello..

Waa...so long no see...no write....no story...

NO INTERNET!!! ( almost 3 weeks..on and off...and u boleh imagine serba tak kena dibuatnya...like u r missing smethig..or rather tak bubuh perisa dalam masakan......)

Called tm..several times...some times managed to get the people..sometimes...tunggu punya tuggu..dpt cakap sekejap..tetiba line putus..entah ape-ape kan!...

Meanwhile..without internet..managed to clean the fridge...some thing spilt over..and nobody cares to bersihkan..bila tanya..sape yang tumpahkan ni...tak dak sape nak ngaku...mcm2 sisa..keropok, gula lolipop separuh habis,..butter dah luput tarikh,,,cili dah kering..dan segala..see I tell you....entah sjak bile peti ais ni terbiar.....( adoi mak..ponat den oii!!...)..and again..keep re-arranging the perabut and stuff kat ruang tamu...entah berapa kali punya position...

(Initially just trying to seek cause..sebab tetiba ade agas berterbangan kat rumah...even dmn tudung saji..oo..lupa..lubang kat tudung saji takcukup kecik untuk depa..issshh!!!....mana dtg depa ni??..Spray/ubat nyamuk....tak jalan daa...arang, soda, daun pandan serai segala....Hello! heloo!..father of my kids...AGAS NAK BUAT CAMANA EK???.)

So today..briefly..sempatla..jenguk few of my fren's blogs....jenguk fb...chek and delete yahoo email...pheww...

Kids..2 orang kat rumah duk pulun belek-belek ...selak-selak buku..Ujian Ogos...
M2 - pulun dgn Ujian Ogos....akademik dan ngajinya....
M1 - percubaan pmr

And My baby boy...dah mula nak bertatih....( and tolong!..anakku..pinggang mak ni dah penat naklayan kamu bertatih.....so clingy Mikhael oii...)...age factor limits my 'pergerakan;..and at times I just surrender..and bagi lah dia ape saje..asal tak tercekik!...O Tuhan...gie me strength..

Had tried cuba puasa sunat nisfu syaaban..aduhai..haus tekak..lemah badan...( Eh!..ustaz kata ibu2 yang menyusu tidak diharuskan puasa...wah!..best!...tapi berapa lama nak ganti pulak???)

and ..Ramadhan nak tiba..yeepiee.....best!..

bYE YOU ALL....

Al-Fatihah untuk arwah Ustaz Asri - Rabbani...

p/s:.Sakit sendi segala..itu baru bersihkan peti ais dan ubah perabut....nite nite..

Topeng ? Ape itu H1N1?..Moon

Came back yesterday evening from school.. saw Maisarah with the mask...

Mama: Eh! Mana dpt ni Sarah?

M3: CIkgu kasi ma..percuma..suruh pakai..Selsema Ba Alif Ba Ya...(Oppss..kita tak leh sebut yg itu ma..sebut khinzir...)

Mama: Emm..banyak le stok cikgu...( Dan rase pelik..kenapa tiba2 macam satu peristiwa besar lak..oho..oh..nak kena awas kah?..habis camana nak gi jln2 bawak baby?...H1N! telah menular???)

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About 645 pm..Maryam came back ..also pakai mask hijau..(Aiish..mcm scene dalam bilik kecemasan hospital la pulak?...)

Maryam: Ma..ok Tak Yam pakai ni?..Cikgu bagi..suruh pakai?..

Mama:..(Nak ambik hati anak....belek2 lah topeng tu..)

Maryam:..Ma, kita kena pakai selalu kata cikgu dan pakcik Bas...sebab penyakit selsema H1N1 tu dah dekat..

Mama:..Huh?....dah nak dekat?...alamak....(bukanke dah lama kempen..ape yg dekatnya..?)..okay..nanti esok tanya cikgu..ade jual lebih tak?...nak kasi kat baby..boleh?..

Maryam:.Maa..tak yah le tanya cikgu..ma ajakle ayah pi Mydin...pot pet..pot.pet...

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If the H1N1 that serious...then..nak keluar rumah pun rasa cemas juger...luckily, My car's battery dah flat...plus..lesen memandu dah expired..waa....a. ..good excuse.....tak yah drive..
Tetapi...tengok resources dlam freeze dan almari..alamak..replenishment..siape nak tolong ni?..Tolong??..

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Moon, Kami doakan semuanya ok..jgn risau sgt pasal minor operation tu....insya'Allah..Berdoalah anakku...mohon yang terbaik...Aduh..rase nak pi Jb lagi......Ayah.bawak kita pi jb weekend ni?..

(Yeap..Moon just had ultra sound scan at JB's gen Hospital.. radang kelenjar?...a possible minor opeation?..me am waiting for the warden's update....)..aduhai...

Yasmin Ahmad - ..Ne Me Quitte Pas, 51 stress??

Untuk ramai orang..nombor 51 hanyalah satu nombor..tunggal...dan biasa-biasa saja

Untuk saya..nombor 51 menyaksikan pemergian beberapa tokoh seni yang terkini...contoh: Michael Jackson dan Arwah Yasmin Ahmad..lagenda seni tersohor...
( terdahulu ..saya kira Arwah Sudirman pun pergi awal....)

Untuk saya ..kebetulan..nombor 51 mengingatkan saya juga kepada arwah bonda....yang juga meninggalkan kami ketika Allahyarham berumur 51..hampir kepada 52....kerana barah usus...

Satu sahaja teori yang saya suka kaitkan antara mereka bertiga..adalah keupayaan dan tenaga yang luar biasa di dalam bidang masing-masing...yang mereka kerah..dan kerah...ibarat lilin menerangi bumi...berkorban ape saja demi merealisasikan kehendak, cita-cita sendiri..ya..mungkin juga untuk orang lain...ape yang saya boleh katakan mereka ini..telah ditakdirkan pergi dahulu..Allah sahaja yang tahu..kenapa mereka dipanggil awal...Mungkin itu yang terbaik..untuk mereka..dan juga untuk orang2 lain...

Saya teringat pada petikan buku Tok Guru Hadi (Mursyidul Am- Pas)..dalam salah satu buku persediaan mati.....
"Sesungguhnya mati itu ibarat..kerehatan daripada ape saja kesukaran..kesakitan..di dunia.."..

Jesteru..apakah kita tahu kesukaran, kegelisahan yang melanda jiwa2 di atas..Wallahualam...

Saya tidak berapa mengenali Michael Jackson (yang dikatakan telah memeluk Islam...???)dan Yasmin Ahmad secara peribadi..hanya sempat menonton, mendengar..hasil karya seni...tetapi umum mengkagumi mereka...Alfatihah...

Tetapi saya sempat mengikuti..menyaksikan..jerih payah seorang wanita...membantu suami mencari nafkah...ini mak lakukan setelah ayah pencen..(berjualan sarapan di gerai waktu pagi dan petang di sekolah agama..)...membesarkan anak2...cucu2...dan akhirnya rebah pada penyakit barah..itu hanya penyebab...tetapi saya pernah mendengar rintihannya tatkala stress yang terlampau tinggi..:"Ta..Mak rase penat sangat...tapi apa kan daya....?

Antara makanan yang mak akan sediakan:
A)Makanan Berat: Mee goreng, Kue teow goreng, Bihun goreng, Nasi empit -kuahLontong,-kuah kacang, Roti jala dan Kuah Kari..(kekadang ade nasi lemak dan laksa)
B)Kueh goreng : Karipap, Cucur badak, Cucur pisang, Keria
c)Kueh lembut: Talam, Kueh lapis, Kueh Bakar, Kueh Bengkang, Seri Muka, Koleh Kacang..

( Tapi.sayang..seribu kali sayang..saya tidak sempat belajar kebanyakan menu masakannya..her speciality include kek lapis sarawak dan kueh tat yang sgt lazat)

Menu di atas adalah satu kemestian di atas meja jualan...persiapannya...ooh..oh..tanya saja pada adik2...dapur berkecah..hihi!


Entah mana datangnya kekuatan arwah Mak..selama bertahun...(dengan ayah sebagai pembantu khas.....kekadang adik beradik..)..dan kadang2 ambil tempahan 'catering'..serta jualan kueh kek biskut raye...Tuhan saje yang tahu..

Dan apabila mengenang Yasmin Ahmad..tiba2 saya teringat pada satu lagu 'background' adengan slot dalam filem Mukhsin..."If u go away..(Ne me quitte pas..)"...(Oh..oh.jangan tanya saya tentang spanish atau French..walupun sempat belajar Bahasa Perancis dari tingkatan 1 - 3..tapi semata-mata untuk penuhi syarat sekolah..maka yang tinggal di dlm ingatan sisa-sisa bahasa...seperti merci beaucoup!!...terima kasih banyak!)

Lagu asal nyanyian Ne Me Quitte Pas dari Mr Jacque Brel.(1947).kemudiannya saya petik dari video Dutsy. Springfield (1967)..Kalau tak silap ,saya pernah mendengar arwah mak menyanyi lagu itu semasa saya kecil..tatkala ayah membuka radiogram....Oh..kenangan..( Arwah Mak sangat pandai menghafal lirik lagu inggeris..biarpun tidak tamat persekolahan...kerana memberi laluan pada adik2nya..)




Saya juge teringat pada kawan lama saya, helza, yang telah kehilangan suami pada usia yang lebih awal..Kata beliau..:Beliau membesar tanpa kaseh sayang ayahnya..dan berharap anak2nya tidak menerima nasib yang sama tetapi Allah tahu yang terbaik...saya ade satu post untuknye kelmarin..disini... (to my friend who has lost her husband)
Dan sekali lagi Semuga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh mereka2 yang terdahulu pergi..Muslim/muslimat,mukmin/mukminat...

Setiap jiwa pasti akan merasai maut....

Mudah2an kita juga tergolong dalam golongan yang Allah permudahkan cara pemergian....di saat sakaratul Maut...amin....

p/s:..Saya mungkin belum diuji dengan ujian yang lebih hebat....tahap stress saya mungkin biasa-biasa saje...dan saya tahu Tuhan akan menguji hambaNya mengikup tahap kemampuan indiidu tersebut...aduhai..dan saya pasrah!!!Saya harap saya boleh mewarisi semangat hidup dan kekuatan fizikal mental mak...emmm..tetapi pada umur 41 tahun ini..cabut ubi pun payah..macamana tu??..dengar baby melalak-lalak pun pening dan cemas...macamana pulak tu?..

- Dusty Springfield from her tv show in 15 Aug 1967...(belum lahir lagi daa..)..sekadar hiburan....Moonn..mama suka laguni...

A weekend in Johor Bahru

Had spent last weekend in Johor Bahru....to meet 2 purposes:-

1) To meet my grandfather (late mum's side)...82 years old..used to live in Singapore (place where I was born)...now been taken care by my auntie who lives in JB...Alhamdulillah I am so grateful to Allah...I had been praying days and nights..cry sometimes.....longing to meet my dear 'datuk' whom I last met in 2001...for some circumstances..I can't renew my passport..hahah!....and I thought if anything happens to him..I am just 'pasrah'..and at last..we met..with tears....(air mata masih bergenang...bila mengenangkan..a man so strong and lovable..last time..now just lie down..sakit tua...)..we hug each other and said bye-bye...promising to come back..

Terlalu banyak memori bersama datuk..Hj Abdul Wahid Bin Hj Abdullah...
1) He registered my birth
2) He took care of me when my dad was away sailing and mum went to work

3) He brought me sight seeing at Spore town centre on his bicycle (Geylang to Orchard..on a bike in 1970's???)...remember the lion sculpture at the heart of Singapore..yes..we were there...we were there...eating ice cream...etc..

4) He sent me letters, stamps, cards, money, video tape and cassettes....when I was in boarding school and when I was in Portsmouth, even until I am married..last one was written in 2004....none after that becos of his sight and shaken hand...

5) He visited me almost every month (1981-1985) when I was schooling in Johor Bahru..away from my parents who stayed in Labuan and Lumut..imagine...we wd scooped up whatever in the school canteen just to let time pass...things which he wd normally brought..include..apples, kacang dan asam....my favourites..

6)He was my motivator....and still am...

...ooo....as much as I miss talking to both of my parents..I miss talking to him too..due to his bypass surgery..his leg muscle had became weak...diabetic..and I personally think after my mum passed away (1998)..his health began to deteriorate..(nenek pula lebih dahulu meninggalkan beliau pada tahun 1988)...

..and..i am crying while writing this..I keep telling to my daughters..this is your grand dad...(mungkin anak2 tidak dapat memahami rindu seorang cucu kepada datuknya sepenuhnya kerana datuk2 mereka telah pulang ke rahmatullah pada tahun 1996 dan 2002) ..as for me, this is the only datuk I have known coz Tok Wan Shahabuddin had long gone before my parents' marriage...so much memories....I am praying..Allah gives him strength to carry on...he suffers from short term memory loss..sekejap ingat..sekejap lupa..untuk seorang yang biasa menitipkan kalimah Allah..itu adalah satu kesedihan untuknya..infact when we were there..when my auntie berkali-kali kata : Pak..ini Ita...cucu bapak...anak K.Esah.."...the first impression was tears roll down his cheek....and when my aunt mentioned about the demise of my parents..he asked:..Dah meninggal?..Bila.../..followed by tears again...surprisingly..my daughters pun nangis juger...dear all please make du'a for me....for my datuk...

Gambar kenangan bersama datuk : Moon, Mas, Myself and litle Mikhael..Not in pic were Maisarah and Maryam..busy playing with their cousins..and of coz si Ayah tukang ambil gambar...

....well..I am so emotional when I talk about my ancestors..pelbagai cerita kekuatan orang melayu di zaman jepun, komunis dan Inggeris.....( to be continued..)

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2) To see, watch and give moral support to my dear eldest daughter..who's studying in Sekolah Seni JB...She and her form 3 friends shall perform arts production..PRODUKSI PMR 2009 ...for their PMR assessment...well u bet..the hall was full...the people from the Ministry of Education, Lembaga peperiksaan. tetamu vip..para jemputan...etc....dan dewan itu agak panas juger malam itu dengan kehebatan persembahan pelajar..muzik,teater, tarian dan visual...Heartiest Congratulations to everybody who took part...direct or indirectly...a superb and well done....All the best dear...now seni dah habis....concentrate pada PMR academic lak...gd luck for PMR...USaha Doa Tawakkal...(Iss..nak balik Rawang..dia pulak yang nangis beriya....)..
Mun..Billie Jean's Music was superb!!...dan mama masih terpegun dengan kekuatan rakan2mu..

( copy image from her school's web site : who can spot Munirah??...sitting second row from right..hihi!)

On the way to Ch' Nor's house: Mas, Moon, Mak Su Jijot and Mikhael...

Yeah..bergambar dulu sebelum show...maksu, me and Ch' Midah...( perut lapar juger...)


(Moon after her last show:..Come on Datin Jasmin...Come on...)

( Moon with some of her favourie teachers...Sayang Cikgu..berkat anakku!)

( Moon explaining something to her Nenek Midah..while mama attaining ot Mikhael who 's so sleepy.....oooitt..dah pukul 11 malam daaa..)

( Family picture...three boys on the left..my cousins...anak2 Ch' Midah...and us....Mikhael tak moh pandang depan...)


( Ok..in this picture complete Kaum Bani Musa....shian baby..nak tido and K.Mas trying to pujuk him...)

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Had a wonderful journey...tiring but meaningful...

Cdn't wait for another trip to JohorBahru..perhaps...during school break for HariRaya..Insya'Allah....

p/s:..I am in festive mood already.....yeepiee...Selamat Hari raya...Theme Fazidah Jonet...Lal..lala..lala..

Hari 'report card'..dan kecewa..

Perkara ini telah berlaku beberapa kali semenjak saya berpindah ke sini..dan sementelaah..anak2 saya yang dahulunya bersekolah disini..

Pagi itu saya merasa sangat teruja untuk berjumpa dengan guru kelas anak saya..bagi membincangkan prestasi, keadaan dsbnya...namapun hari terbuka....surat juga telah diedarkan kepada anak saya seawal 2 minggu....antara lain kandungan...

"bagi tuan puan berbincang mengenai prestasi pelajar...."..

Tetapi bila sampai di kelas...guru kelas tidak dapat hadir..jadi yang saya dapat jumpa hanya cikgu ganti...

("Nak tanya ape dengan cikgu ganti?..."kata hati)

Jesturu saya beranikan diri untuk bertanya...tentang anak saya..

Cikgu ganti :"Maaf Puan, saya guru ganti...bidan terjun..saya tak boleh beri komen tentang anak puan..yang saya boleh komen tentang satu pelajaran saje...yang saya ajar"

Saya:...Laa....habis tu..dtg tandatangan, serah buku 'adab belajar' dan bayaran yuran...tu je lah...
( dan saya sampaikan perasaan kecewa saya kepada guru tersebut..guru hanya tersenyum sinis!)...bagaimana tentang matapelajaran anak saya yang agak lemah???

Ape la....( saya tidak puas hati!)....#@33335%%6&!~~~"''***&&&@###:(

Atau saya sahaja yang teruja..guru kelas anak saya ade hal lain yang lebih penting!!!grrr....

Sunat Rejab

Sharing...excerpt from tv3's Alkulliyah slot...

Berdoalah...

"Ya Allah..berkatilah kami dalam bulan Rejab ini...dalam Bulan Syaaban Yang akan datang..dan sampaikanlah kami pada Ramadan...amin.."

DOa ajaran Rasulullah saw kepada Muaz Bin Jabal...

"Ya Allah..bantulah aku untuk mengingatiMun,jadikan aku hamba yang selalu mensyukuri nikmatMu dan bantulah aku dalam memperbaiki amalanku..amin...

(.muslimat persatuan penduduk di sini akan mengadakan gotong royong memasak bubur asyura...., diikuti dengan mengacau wajik....emm..seperti tahu-tahu..kehendak teringin...)

PPSMI

..Yeay..Hip- Hip ..Hooray.....

As a mum to a bunch of kids...the above topic has been close to my heart..ever since being a stay-at-home mum......There were times..when my spirit was high..I wd come up with few ideas, strategies..etc..but again..implementation???(yeap.I am questioning myself...again..)..Allah knows best!

To my kids..( 2009- std one, std three, form two and form three..).come 2012..whomever concern...year one..year four..form one..form four..all the best....study hard..study smart...

To Baby Mikhael...kita ade beberapa koleksi buku matapelajaran Sains dan Matematik dalam Bahasa Melayu (mungkin ade banyak lagi tapi baru bulan lepas mama kumpul dan jual kepada surat khabar lama...emm..ingatkan takkan perlu lagi buku versi bahasa melayu..)dan Inggeris..pilih..pilih....( Oooiii..ayah..tapi silabus mungkin berubah....makanya...kita perlukan kecairan modal di sini...)

Nice weekend you all..USAHA*DOA*TAWAKKAL....

p/s:..Writer just celebrated her recent 41th Bday..Alhamdulillah...

Saya gembira kalau anak saya faham dengan mata pelajaran Sains dan Matematik..itu yang penting!...anak2 seperti menjadi bahan ujian..(itu pandangan saya..)..seperti juga anak saya yang belajar di sekolah seni....