Satu perkara yang pasti sinonim untuk semua bulan di atas adalah puasa wajib ( rukun islam yang ke5)..sunat puasa dan qada' puasa..
Jadi sudah beberapa hari...di sini menggagahkan semangat untuk meng'qada' puasa-puasa yang tertinggal pada Ramadhan yang lalu....
Dalam keadaan yang agak keletihan dengan adenya 'penghuni sementara' didlm tubuh badan ini...maka cuba sedaya upaya untuk berpuasa...mengganti puasa yang tertinggal...
Aduhai..sempat ke....macam kena siaran terus menerus aje.....setidak-tidaknya sampai hujung bulan ni..takut kalu tangguh nanti ...ade lak halangan lain...tidak baik dan tidak patut...
Itu lah..sepatutnya ganti bersama puasa sunat syawal..tapi...beraya sakan....pastu tak sangka merana 'kemabukan'..(dan anakku...kamu harus bersabar....kerana ibumu harus berpuasa....nanti mama makan banyak2 masa berbuka..)
Dan Maisarah pun sibuk nak bangun sahur....ish!!!
Mudah2an...berjaya dan diterimaNya..
Kengkawan yang sewaktunya...jgn lupa tanggungjawab kita....and Munirah..jgn lupa juga..and Maksu...and Che'da...and MakLong Anis....juga.....
"Dan sesungguhnya antara kegembiraan orang-orang yang berpuasa adalah di kala berbuka....."
I need to figure out what to have during breakfast and iftar..all these are important..to boose up the morale...motivation..motivation..
Nice weekend everyone...
Just a little this and that of my expressions.. Dedicated especially for my 4 angles and my little warrior.. Life is beautiful..
Friday, July 11, 2008
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
jiran itu rezeki...
Masa mula-mula pindah sini, jiran sebelah rumah ni buat ubahsuai rumah....kontraktor lari..kerja separuh jalan...yang bersepahnya halaman rumah di sini juga...Itu la pasal..tak sesabar nak ubahsuai...nak cerita ape lagi pun tak kan selesai masalah bumbung belakang dan laman belakang rumah di sini yang bersepah segala sisa binaan rumahnya...DIa ade panggil INdon tolong kemaskan..tapi sekadarnya sahaja..kedekut!!!
Pas tu...dalam 6 bulan..datang pulak kontraktor lain...untuk sambung kerja-kerja yang terbengkalai....jadi boleh dibayangkan...bersepah bersama bunyi-bunyian yang kurang menyenangkan.....
LEpas 3 bulan...jiran pun pindah masuk..bersama anjing-anjing kesayangan yang selalu memecah kesunyian....
Sejak semalam...kontraktor baru datang untuk merobohkan binaan 2 tingkat ( bahagian dapur) dan membina semula binaan baru.....tidak perlu dijelaskan ketenteraman dan kebersihan udara tercemar lagi....
Apa nak buat..jiran itu rezeki.....
Nak dimarahkan kontraktor...ibarat marahkan nyamuk dan kelambu dibakar..nak dimarahkan tuan rumah..sampai hari ini tidak ade budi bahasa langsung...mintak maaf ke...maklumkan ke....
Selagi dia tak selesai masalah rumah yang senget..selagi tulah...di sini tidak akan dapat merealisasikan cadangan untuk menambah suai dapur..ape tah ladi landscaping dan sebagainya...
Nasib...nasib....jiran itu rezeki..bersyukur kalau dapat yang tidak menyusahkan.....
Pas tu...dalam 6 bulan..datang pulak kontraktor lain...untuk sambung kerja-kerja yang terbengkalai....jadi boleh dibayangkan...bersepah bersama bunyi-bunyian yang kurang menyenangkan.....
LEpas 3 bulan...jiran pun pindah masuk..bersama anjing-anjing kesayangan yang selalu memecah kesunyian....
Sejak semalam...kontraktor baru datang untuk merobohkan binaan 2 tingkat ( bahagian dapur) dan membina semula binaan baru.....tidak perlu dijelaskan ketenteraman dan kebersihan udara tercemar lagi....
Apa nak buat..jiran itu rezeki.....
Nak dimarahkan kontraktor...ibarat marahkan nyamuk dan kelambu dibakar..nak dimarahkan tuan rumah..sampai hari ini tidak ade budi bahasa langsung...mintak maaf ke...maklumkan ke....
Selagi dia tak selesai masalah rumah yang senget..selagi tulah...di sini tidak akan dapat merealisasikan cadangan untuk menambah suai dapur..ape tah ladi landscaping dan sebagainya...
Nasib...nasib....jiran itu rezeki..bersyukur kalau dapat yang tidak menyusahkan.....
Monday, June 30, 2008
She is 14 today..

And yeap..we share the same zodiac...only away by couple of days..and thats my ever dearest K. Long Munirah..which is fondly known as Bambino..( well..to me only..)
To Munirah..even though u are so far away..and we cd not celebrate ur birthday..remember all of us at home...miss u soooo much....that every now and then we are waiting for your cal....( satu keajaiban!!)..and mama miss each seconds of your sight..of your 'mengada-ngada'..'manja'..and of coz..at times mama wish u wd be here to be the prefect for me...tau ajelah...adek2 kat rumah..kekadang tak makan saman..and knowing mama..I think..ageing makes mama tak kuasa nak jerit-jerit lagi dah....( mama tau..mama tau..u wd mention to your adek2..kalau mama garang macam dulu..padan le ngan semua orang..isk isk!)..but again u were also..the one yang paling 'macam-macam kenakalan'...so very different fr me even though just by looking at you..sure punyala..keturunan Tok Wan 100%..( oopsss.sorry ayah!! tidak bermaksud to discount u..hehehe!!)..One thing for sure u have the 'cool' of ayah..and itu yang buat mama very proud of you..not so like me yang very the emosi..very the gelabah..and very the 'stage fright!!!'...
Remembering few moments before u were born when mama's water bag broke suddenly broke..it was 2 weeks earlier than the schedule..and ayah was panicky..hehehe!!( itu lah..malam sebelumnya..asyik tengok bola!!!)...and I had to wait 2 and a half days at Hospital B*sar KL...it was a terrified experience moment..and the midwife nearly missed u !..while the d*ktor pelatih took his own sweet time sewing what he supposed to sew..and mama fainted infront of the public phone while trying hard to contact your ayah and nenek...plus vaguely heard the n*urse...cursing me..becoz she had to do extra work putting mama back to the bed of a third class ward...hahaha!..I had a long sleep...cdn't remember whether u were crying or not...and it was early in the next morning that ur ayah came with a plastic of hot Milo...all excited about his first product!!...(U were born on30 June..at .7.30pm khamis malam Jumaat..a blessing!!)..
See..gambar pun dah pandai posing...!!!dari kaki sebesar 2 ibu jari..sampai kaki dah melebihi saiz kasut mama....always suka posing!!just like ur Maksu too...(and mama pretty sure u r very fond of your maksu..walupun maksunya pun ala-ala glam dan banyak gila-gila..precaution precaution..sorry Maksu!).. remember..she's your nanny!!
And why no 14 reminds me of your Mak su is becoz at that very early age..her mother ( my beloved mother and ur late grandmother) started to fall ill of cancer and eventually passed away...your Maksu Ija ( Maksuku Yang Chun - as u refer her in your hp) perseveres despite many turbulent...even though many times mama caught her lost and she comes back...yearn to be pampered and to be loved....well ..she was your nanny and she admits you are sentimental to her..ewah!
Pesan ayah : "Jadilah wanita yang paling bahagia di dunia ini dengan mensyukuri setiap nikmat Allah..bersyukur..dan bersyukur...kerana apabila kita bersyukur..kita akan mengenali diri sendiri dan berusaha memperbaiki diri ke arah yang lebih baik..serta belajar untuk lebih menyayangi orang lain yang serba kekurangan.dan janganlah bersedih dengan perkara yang remeh temeh..kerana insan yang kuat sentiasa memandang ke hadapan untuk berjaya..dan hanya melihat ke belakang sebagai pengajaran"
Salam Kaseh Sayang..bersama doa dan harapan..kakak selalu berada di dalam peliharaanNya..diberikan ketajaman fikiran..akhlak yang baik..dan cemerlang dalam ape jua bidang!!..Make us proud and make ur other siblings look up to you..as angle..always...
Leaving you in the most precious loving tender care of Allah the Almighty...tata Bambino!please forgive my wrongdoings which might have hurt your feelingss..
Kenang Daku dalam doamu...mmmuuuahhh!!!Stay sweet and caring!!and remember not to forget to remember us..
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Remembering few moments before u were born when mama's water bag broke suddenly broke..it was 2 weeks earlier than the schedule..and ayah was panicky..hehehe!!( itu lah..malam sebelumnya..asyik tengok bola!!!)...and I had to wait 2 and a half days at Hospital B*sar KL...it was a terrified experience moment..and the midwife nearly missed u !..while the d*ktor pelatih took his own sweet time sewing what he supposed to sew..and mama fainted infront of the public phone while trying hard to contact your ayah and nenek...plus vaguely heard the n*urse...cursing me..becoz she had to do extra work putting mama back to the bed of a third class ward...hahaha!..I had a long sleep...cdn't remember whether u were crying or not...and it was early in the next morning that ur ayah came with a plastic of hot Milo...all excited about his first product!!...(U were born on30 June..at .7.30pm khamis malam Jumaat..a blessing!!)..
See..gambar pun dah pandai posing...!!!dari kaki sebesar 2 ibu jari..sampai kaki dah melebihi saiz kasut mama....always suka posing!!just like ur Maksu too...(and mama pretty sure u r very fond of your maksu..walupun maksunya pun ala-ala glam dan banyak gila-gila..precaution precaution..sorry Maksu!).. remember..she's your nanny!!
And why no 14 reminds me of your Mak su is becoz at that very early age..her mother ( my beloved mother and ur late grandmother) started to fall ill of cancer and eventually passed away...your Maksu Ija ( Maksuku Yang Chun - as u refer her in your hp) perseveres despite many turbulent...even though many times mama caught her lost and she comes back...yearn to be pampered and to be loved....well ..she was your nanny and she admits you are sentimental to her..ewah!
Pesan ayah : "Jadilah wanita yang paling bahagia di dunia ini dengan mensyukuri setiap nikmat Allah..bersyukur..dan bersyukur...kerana apabila kita bersyukur..kita akan mengenali diri sendiri dan berusaha memperbaiki diri ke arah yang lebih baik..serta belajar untuk lebih menyayangi orang lain yang serba kekurangan.dan janganlah bersedih dengan perkara yang remeh temeh..kerana insan yang kuat sentiasa memandang ke hadapan untuk berjaya..dan hanya melihat ke belakang sebagai pengajaran"
Salam Kaseh Sayang..bersama doa dan harapan..kakak selalu berada di dalam peliharaanNya..diberikan ketajaman fikiran..akhlak yang baik..dan cemerlang dalam ape jua bidang!!..Make us proud and make ur other siblings look up to you..as angle..always...
Leaving you in the most precious loving tender care of Allah the Almighty...tata Bambino!please forgive my wrongdoings which might have hurt your feelingss..
Kenang Daku dalam doamu...mmmuuuahhh!!!Stay sweet and caring!!and remember not to forget to remember us..
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Thursday, June 26, 2008
The missed events ...
Way back:-
1) Report card day at Munirah's School in Johor Bahru
- She still has lots of room for improvement ( some A's, some b's, ) especially in her maths as it just on the fence...(..eeemm cdn't digest becoz mama pun tak pernah tak suka any teachers...well hate is not the correct word la..but I still make extra effort to do well especially during exams..cuma ade few..sesaje kasi markah rendah sket..just to qualify myself into extra tuition class...). Her teacher said..some of her results were quite disappointing as she was always the most participative students in the class....Tak pe lah..Kakak..cuba lagi!!!I am Sure u know your capabilites...
- Munirah has been complaining of the tight schedule between her academics and arts lesson.
- PIBG baru saje ditubuhkan..dan berbagai-bagai masalah diluahkan oleh para ibubapa...alamak seperti sama yang aku rasa pulak...hopefully...with the new committee..many things cd be done for the benefit of the students..and tak mau le..my daughter be one of the 'guinea pig' by the kementerian......akedemik nak kejar....seni nak kena tip-top..We heard that Kementerian yang berkenaan akan mengkaji dengan lebih mendalam tentang Sekolah Seni..the syllabus..the assessment based..etc....sementara itu bertahan lah anakku...and above all u know academic is first..so Study Smart....(..mmm..How mama wish I cd be there...for you..kuatkan semangat ok...)
2) Report card day at Masturah's school in Jeram
- It is quite tough for her especially on her 'madah' subjects...overall they're just above average...for she need to brush up on her Arabics..dan tulisan Jawi....( Mama seperti terpegun ....bila mama belek-belek Mas punya exam papers....)
- The teachers had commented that she is hardworking!!Alhamdulillah..
3) A brief weekend at Lumut during last school holidays..
-...Okay la...trip was quite tiring...beach was ok..food and lodging was just ok!
4) Sending off Munirah at Pudu Raya and Mas to their respective school.
5) Masturah was hospitalised for acute appendicitis...she had to undergo operation on her right tummy....and Mama has to play a good nurse...accompany her at Hospital Sg B*loh...Pity her...and Mama pun terpaksa tidur dalam keadaan yang serba tak kena for the 3 nights...But Masturah was very brave and strong....Alhamdulillah...A few days stay at hospital saw me...berbaik dengan beberapa friendly visitors..(some were quite peacock...entah kenapa!!), guards and cleaners...well.the nurse..were ok....Also..some people..diuji Allah dengan penyakit yang lebih berat...sanak saudara tidak jemu datang berkunjung...berminggu terpaksa berulang alik ke hispital..jadi ape yang kita alami anakku..hanyalah satu ujian kecil...
6) Maryam's report card day
- Yang ini macam a blessed to mama and ayah all the way..and her teacher kata she had done well..except for few careless/spelling mistakes...ye lahh..baru Tadika 6 tahun...
7) Tomorrow is Maisarah's report card day...so nanti kita update lagi la...
Each and everyone of my kids has different sets of personalities....some a fast learner..some baru nak merangkak...but a precious advice by one of my friends...pandai membawa diri, akhlak yang baik, menghormati orang tua....sudah cukup menggembirakan hati mama...I love you all my angels...
Ta!Ta! Have a nice weekend....
1) Report card day at Munirah's School in Johor Bahru
- She still has lots of room for improvement ( some A's, some b's, ) especially in her maths as it just on the fence...(..eeemm cdn't digest becoz mama pun tak pernah tak suka any teachers...well hate is not the correct word la..but I still make extra effort to do well especially during exams..cuma ade few..sesaje kasi markah rendah sket..just to qualify myself into extra tuition class...). Her teacher said..some of her results were quite disappointing as she was always the most participative students in the class....Tak pe lah..Kakak..cuba lagi!!!I am Sure u know your capabilites...
- Munirah has been complaining of the tight schedule between her academics and arts lesson.
- PIBG baru saje ditubuhkan..dan berbagai-bagai masalah diluahkan oleh para ibubapa...alamak seperti sama yang aku rasa pulak...hopefully...with the new committee..many things cd be done for the benefit of the students..and tak mau le..my daughter be one of the 'guinea pig' by the kementerian......akedemik nak kejar....seni nak kena tip-top..We heard that Kementerian yang berkenaan akan mengkaji dengan lebih mendalam tentang Sekolah Seni..the syllabus..the assessment based..etc....sementara itu bertahan lah anakku...and above all u know academic is first..so Study Smart....(..mmm..How mama wish I cd be there...for you..kuatkan semangat ok...)
2) Report card day at Masturah's school in Jeram
- It is quite tough for her especially on her 'madah' subjects...overall they're just above average...for she need to brush up on her Arabics..dan tulisan Jawi....( Mama seperti terpegun ....bila mama belek-belek Mas punya exam papers....)
- The teachers had commented that she is hardworking!!Alhamdulillah..
3) A brief weekend at Lumut during last school holidays..
-...Okay la...trip was quite tiring...beach was ok..food and lodging was just ok!
4) Sending off Munirah at Pudu Raya and Mas to their respective school.
5) Masturah was hospitalised for acute appendicitis...she had to undergo operation on her right tummy....and Mama has to play a good nurse...accompany her at Hospital Sg B*loh...Pity her...and Mama pun terpaksa tidur dalam keadaan yang serba tak kena for the 3 nights...But Masturah was very brave and strong....Alhamdulillah...A few days stay at hospital saw me...berbaik dengan beberapa friendly visitors..(some were quite peacock...entah kenapa!!), guards and cleaners...well.the nurse..were ok....Also..some people..diuji Allah dengan penyakit yang lebih berat...sanak saudara tidak jemu datang berkunjung...berminggu terpaksa berulang alik ke hispital..jadi ape yang kita alami anakku..hanyalah satu ujian kecil...
6) Maryam's report card day
- Yang ini macam a blessed to mama and ayah all the way..and her teacher kata she had done well..except for few careless/spelling mistakes...ye lahh..baru Tadika 6 tahun...
7) Tomorrow is Maisarah's report card day...so nanti kita update lagi la...
Each and everyone of my kids has different sets of personalities....some a fast learner..some baru nak merangkak...but a precious advice by one of my friends...pandai membawa diri, akhlak yang baik, menghormati orang tua....sudah cukup menggembirakan hati mama...I love you all my angels...
Ta!Ta! Have a nice weekend....
Friday, May 30, 2008
Almost a week..
Yeap..it's almost a week from the beginning of the school holidays...
To my friends who had been popping in..thousand apologies..
A major reason being...I found it hard to find the time to actually sit infront of the pc.....whenever i feel like to..because ..the pc has been occupied almost 12 hours per day by the kanak-kanak remaja.....and by the time they finished...myself lak rasa nak zzz...
But I'll be back for sure..and wishing you all a very happy weekend...
Tata! :D
To my friends who had been popping in..thousand apologies..
A major reason being...I found it hard to find the time to actually sit infront of the pc.....whenever i feel like to..because ..the pc has been occupied almost 12 hours per day by the kanak-kanak remaja.....and by the time they finished...myself lak rasa nak zzz...
But I'll be back for sure..and wishing you all a very happy weekend...
Tata! :D
Thursday, May 15, 2008
At this wee hours..
Just had a hot milo and baked bean sandwich..at this wee hours in the morning..I am hungry...yeap..and I thought I cd easily close my eyes after a few snack..but no....after a few toss to the left and the right and afraid that I might wake ayah up..so..here am I..staring at this pc..what to write?...I miss writing many things..and where had I been??
A call from a friend yesterday morning, had shuttered me...funny..I didn't recognize m.a.'s voice....like a wake up call lak!!I guess the elevated of some hormones in me had drive me senile...nyanyuk ke???No doubt as a cause of nature...I have been feeling very tired...loss interest in many things especially readings and writings...Already I've asked uncle Raja to stop my morning newspaper subscription...tv is just watched between my daughters cartoon..and internet surfing is just restricted to finding articles on morning sickness and pregnancy at 40...( alamak!!!!scary!!!)
Hahaha!...to only some of my friends I had hinted..I am a breeder...to my siblings..and lately to my angles...and selective relative...not to neighbours yet..(..ade makcik kepoh kat sini..so I guess..when my tummy looks bloated..for surely they wd notice!!just becoz I had few miscariage..just like before..news get spread very quickly...so..this time..relax je lah!!)..
I am about to finish my first trimester...day and night been praying for all these nausea to get over....I cannot enjoy my meal...or if ate too much..the next two hours I wd feel bloated..and to make things easy..I gave up myself in toilet...threw out!!!...How lucky to some mothers..that has easy early pregnancy..but to compare with my previous..( all my 4 angles were conceived when I was still working..)..at least I cd just lie down..whenever I wanted too...nobody to chase after deadlines and reports....no smell of perfume that wd make me want to vomit....on the other hand..I just missed many choices of food out there...becoz now..I wd have to dread my feet , start the car..and roam around...searching for any suitable instant food..(enough of mee mamak, nasi berlauk, laksa, lamb chop etc...).and sometimes..tidak ade yang memenuhi citarasa..and I wd end up..buy some groceries....and cooked simple dish...and lepas tu...sibuk mencari minyak angin..bau masakan yg memualkan..
Well..I miss my late mum...at least her asam pedas terubuk shall make life..lively a bit...
Anyway..the events that I had missed since my last posting ( not in chronology ):-
1. Maryam's Krista Sport Day - she won few telematches
2. Mother's Day - received cards fr each angels with a call fr Kakak Mun
3. My friend's Wedding - Sabariah ( Ex-colleague at A*rar)
4. Visited Kakak Masturah at Jeram
5. Visited My Mil at Sepang
6. Accompanied ayah to bicycle's shop..to mend Maryam's bike
7. Maisarah's Sports Day - She won silver for a hockey telematch
8. Met Kakak Munirah at Balai Seni Lukis Negara during her school's visit
9. Maryam's Zapin performance at Smart Kids Educare
So this week is the exam week..and this time around my energy to look into Maisarah and Maryam is only 'this' much...and ayah unfortunately cd only give a hand during weekend...becoz on weekdays...by the time he came back..kids wd already settle to nite -nite ayah..
Kakak Munirah called yesterday saying that..she think she's not interested in medicine...art has captured her soul...plead me to pray for her few last mid year paper..(siap nangis lagi..isshhh..bikin mama suspen...I didn't remember crying masa nak ambik exam dulu..susah sangat kah???)
And school holidays is just around the corner...yeepiee!!!!!..hopefully ayah cd plan something for us..or rather I think let me do the planning..and ayah yang belanja!!!!..Nak tukar angin nih!!! Mana nak pergi?? Sempat lagi ke nak booking..Silap-silap...jalan-jalan dah bermalam di rumah tumpangan AhTong yang sememangnya AhTong..aduh!!!A call from a friend yesterday morning, had shuttered me...funny..I didn't recognize m.a.'s voice....like a wake up call lak!!I guess the elevated of some hormones in me had drive me senile...nyanyuk ke???No doubt as a cause of nature...I have been feeling very tired...loss interest in many things especially readings and writings...Already I've asked uncle Raja to stop my morning newspaper subscription...tv is just watched between my daughters cartoon..and internet surfing is just restricted to finding articles on morning sickness and pregnancy at 40...( alamak!!!!scary!!!)
Hahaha!...to only some of my friends I had hinted..I am a breeder...to my siblings..and lately to my angles...and selective relative...not to neighbours yet..(..ade makcik kepoh kat sini..so I guess..when my tummy looks bloated..for surely they wd notice!!just becoz I had few miscariage..just like before..news get spread very quickly...so..this time..relax je lah!!)..
I am about to finish my first trimester...day and night been praying for all these nausea to get over....I cannot enjoy my meal...or if ate too much..the next two hours I wd feel bloated..and to make things easy..I gave up myself in toilet...threw out!!!...How lucky to some mothers..that has easy early pregnancy..but to compare with my previous..( all my 4 angles were conceived when I was still working..)..at least I cd just lie down..whenever I wanted too...nobody to chase after deadlines and reports....no smell of perfume that wd make me want to vomit....on the other hand..I just missed many choices of food out there...becoz now..I wd have to dread my feet , start the car..and roam around...searching for any suitable instant food..(enough of mee mamak, nasi berlauk, laksa, lamb chop etc...).and sometimes..tidak ade yang memenuhi citarasa..and I wd end up..buy some groceries....and cooked simple dish...and lepas tu...sibuk mencari minyak angin..bau masakan yg memualkan..
Well..I miss my late mum...at least her asam pedas terubuk shall make life..lively a bit...
Anyway..the events that I had missed since my last posting ( not in chronology ):-
1. Maryam's Krista Sport Day - she won few telematches
2. Mother's Day - received cards fr each angels with a call fr Kakak Mun
3. My friend's Wedding - Sabariah ( Ex-colleague at A*rar)
4. Visited Kakak Masturah at Jeram
5. Visited My Mil at Sepang
6. Accompanied ayah to bicycle's shop..to mend Maryam's bike
7. Maisarah's Sports Day - She won silver for a hockey telematch
8. Met Kakak Munirah at Balai Seni Lukis Negara during her school's visit
9. Maryam's Zapin performance at Smart Kids Educare
So this week is the exam week..and this time around my energy to look into Maisarah and Maryam is only 'this' much...and ayah unfortunately cd only give a hand during weekend...becoz on weekdays...by the time he came back..kids wd already settle to nite -nite ayah..
Kakak Munirah called yesterday saying that..she think she's not interested in medicine...art has captured her soul...plead me to pray for her few last mid year paper..(siap nangis lagi..isshhh..bikin mama suspen...I didn't remember crying masa nak ambik exam dulu..susah sangat kah???)
Have a nice Day!
Saturday, April 19, 2008
I miss posting to my blog
Not a diligent blogger...emmm...I've been trying to think to write something....apart from my Maisarah and Maryam popping in and out..wanting for more computer fun&games..I have been occupying myself with lots...and lots of rest..whenever I could...
I went and peek at my friends' blog ..like wanshana, mrsnordin, ibu ( eventhough she seems so quiet since the winds of change..)...and others too...I guess they are all instant source of laughter that made my day...filling in my times..with their antics and anecdotes..managed to post some comments..but what about my own postings...and mrsnordin had even said that she could not open my blog..alamak..how should I know...virus or something..not sure...but I do remember instead of writing..aku dok asyik..menambah dan menukar..'lay out'....ape yang aku dah buat..gatal tangan...kah??
Well..actually I am feeling rather strange for the past few weeks....(mixed feelings actually...because..last time I had all these symptoms..it was like 7 years ago....) ..heavy, some time sleepy..some time could not sleep...suddenly nausea starts creeping in.????..poor Maisarah..she had to endure with my 'not-so-nice-mood'..during her homework session...believe me...I am quite 'tonned' down with my two younger kids..but last night..I pinched her..( it left bruises the next morning...but I apologized and applied ointment...kot la nanti silap haribulan kena tahan kerana mendera.)..she didn't cry..I guess she know she could not escape..it was her fault..to forget her numbers and calculations..and she got 20 answers wrong in her last maths test.(but sayang Maisarah..mama janji...mama akan cuba bersabar...next time...could me?).....perhaps, perhaps, perhaps......
I am scheduled for ultrasound next week..and I am scared actually as I shall turn 40 in the next couple of months..what do you think.?..( the hpt is positive.....!!jeng! jeng!) support me , please!!does it sound that some part of me is still working after years treatment of endo/adenomyosis?.Should I be happy and proud..O God..Please help!I just had one chemical preg last May, One molar preg back in 1995 and one ectopic in 1998...Thank God I have 4 surviving angles..but all sorts of things cd happen at this age???last performance perhaps???
Mean time..I guess Maisarah and Maryam..would have to entertain them self a lot..( I shall think after this of ways to make up with them.later.) .because..If I am not writing..that means I am just being lazy..sleepy.. (besides my other routine chores like cook simple dish, driving them around) and just couldn't help doing many things..except.rest..nap..and .worry..( I have left folding my laundry for three days...they are all piled up. now .hehehe!)....Ta..ta...
I am scheduled for ultrasound next week..and I am scared actually as I shall turn 40 in the next couple of months..what do you think.?..( the hpt is positive.....!!jeng! jeng!) support me , please!!does it sound that some part of me is still working after years treatment of endo/adenomyosis?.Should I be happy and proud..O God..Please help!I just had one chemical preg last May, One molar preg back in 1995 and one ectopic in 1998...Thank God I have 4 surviving angles..but all sorts of things cd happen at this age???last performance perhaps???
Mean time..I guess Maisarah and Maryam..would have to entertain them self a lot..( I shall think after this of ways to make up with them.later.) .because..If I am not writing..that means I am just being lazy..sleepy.. (besides my other routine chores like cook simple dish, driving them around) and just couldn't help doing many things..except.rest..nap..and .worry..( I have left folding my laundry for three days...they are all piled up. now .hehehe!)....Ta..ta...
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Malay Old Song : 2 versions
My dear Angles,
Among the songs hummed by your late grandmother was this song that I grew up listening to....The first version was by the late Saloma and the second version was by Uji Rashid..and U know..Mama wd never fail to listen to this song over and over again that I bet , it had already left some tiny places in your mind....
The sweet melody and the magic lyrics.... I guess it was part our malay old tradition...everything was not that straight forward....like ...in malay words....'Berkias'...when one is happy, is sad, is hoping..its like a word uttered cd have meanings behind it and they just show the 'Melayu' and 'Lembut'..and it was potrayed in every actions...thus we were thought since young to be 'Lemah Lembut' / soft and respect especially to the elderly...plus have patience with the younger ones..
But time flies so fast..that nowdays...we are thought to be outspoken..we are more straight forward..we speak up your mind..just be careful dear..with the words..because Allah creates each and every one of us unique..what u think is right and fancy ..at times is not right and fancied by others....but again fight for your right and befriend plus seek advice from knowledgeable people..most of all seek guidance from Allah The Almighty...if you were faced with hiccups in your life...
p/s: By coincidence this song was presented by one of the AF-6 contenders.....down my memory lane la.....**************************************
MENGAPA DIRINDU
Anak Punai Anak Merbah
Terbang turun buat sarang
Anak sungai pun berubah ini pula hati orang
Mengapa dikenang
Asal kapas jadi benang
Dari benang dibuat baju
Barang lepas jangan kenang sudah jadi orang baru
Mengapa dirindu
Kasih yang dulu tinggal dalam mimipi
Kasih yang baru simpan di hati
Kasih yang dulu tinggal dalam mimipi
Kasih yang baru simpan di hati
Selat teduh lautan tenang
Banyak labuh perahu aceh
Jangan kesal jangan kenang walau hati rasa pedih
Mengapa bersedih
Kalau pinang masih muda
Rasanya kelat sudahlah pasti
Kalau hilang kasih lama cari lain untuk ganti
Mengapa Dinanti
Patahkan tumbuh hilang berganti
Akan sembuh kalau diubati....
Terbang turun buat sarang
Anak sungai pun berubah ini pula hati orang
Mengapa dikenang
Asal kapas jadi benang
Dari benang dibuat baju
Barang lepas jangan kenang sudah jadi orang baru
Mengapa dirindu
Kasih yang dulu tinggal dalam mimipi
Kasih yang baru simpan di hati
Kasih yang dulu tinggal dalam mimipi
Kasih yang baru simpan di hati
Selat teduh lautan tenang
Banyak labuh perahu aceh
Jangan kesal jangan kenang walau hati rasa pedih
Mengapa bersedih
Kalau pinang masih muda
Rasanya kelat sudahlah pasti
Kalau hilang kasih lama cari lain untuk ganti
Mengapa Dinanti
Patahkan tumbuh hilang berganti
Akan sembuh kalau diubati....
Sayang Mengapa Dirindu....
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Thursday, April 10, 2008
New assignment: The 8 things..

Thanks Wanshana dear...for tagging me..that should left me with few sleepless night of what should I jot down as a reply...wahaha!..( I dah kata kat u shana..I kan baru dalam alam blog-memblog nih..apo eden nak tulis ni..bantai jo lah!)
But what is 'tagged', ?..
1) A piece of paper nicely pinned at one's product for sale? like the picture above or..
2)Like tag along.. or tag as the game in which one child chases and tries to touch another
( courtesy of Oxford advanced learners dictionary)
3) Just another sharing things...( courtesy of Oxford advanced learners dictionary)

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But first I must admit..I wouldn't feel free if i just ignore my friends' wish...and for your information blogger hoppers..there were quite a few drafts on these topic alone..hahaha! Shana...so I think again and again I'd blog hop at ur blog lah! but wd try not to make them all the same..I'd be charged with plagiarism ..and no full marks for students who plagiarized!.eerr..do u penalty ur students, shana..or u just keep one eyes closed.nop!..I don't think so..You being among the strict academician..creature on earth!!..Must have a standard kan!..If not..how would the quality of the grads be judged then?..(Apa daaa...merepek meraban ni!!!!!!!!)

o..oo...ok..
8 things I'm passionate about:-
1. Marriage & Family - Continuous improvement bla..bla..bla..
2. Children - their welfare, study, discipline and manners ( even though there were times ..probably becoz worries exceed everything..I just close one eye..and let them go unnoticed, free market!!)
3. Surfing internet - on line reading maa...for news and articles especially related to the first two above.
4. I love baking ( making use of the utensils left behind by my late mum) and sold them during last festive seasons ( make money out of your hobby..dear , even though not much becoz one man's show cd only produce these much and these much..lack economies of scale): they include kek lapis sarawak and kek lapis rempah, kek gulung, kueh tat tradisional, Biskut Semperit/Dahlia, Biskut Corn flakes, Biskut Mama Carries, Biskut Choc Chips....But sadly this no 4 has to be put off for a while..the reason being..my oven had gone 'kaput'/electric short circuit some where last 2 weeks....and Ayah has so far been quiet about it...sigh...so my dear kids...if you feel like home made pizza, caramel pudding ( yg slalu tak hangus tu..), bread pudding,plain cake..or even roasted chicken..then..shout out loud to your ayah la...(ooo..If I were to bake again then I'll have the picturs of my masterpiece..if and If Icd get hlod of the camera)
5. Sewing ( this is also courtesy of my late mum sewing machine which she had bought in 1970..)..I am not a professional for that matter but I love to sew Baju Kurung Raya for my anglesand Baju Kurung/ Jubah Sekolah ooppss...excuse the not-so-pro cuttings...so far non of my kids had complaint but my eldest has started to begin to like tailored one..ya lah..mama tak pandai buat kebaya what!!and sorry Ayah..my tailoring skills is not extended to your Baju Melayu daa....but for those basic..I must thank my SRT teacher, my dedicated friends like Noraini and most of all...My late Mak!..Normally ..for all these effort...nanti ayah musti belanja punya lah!
6. Window shopping...poor ayah has to patiently wait in between taking care of those running little yankies..becoz mama's eyes shall only focus on items to buy...to choose..from a booth to another...to another..until Ayah wd asked : "Dah sudah ke?" or "Dah jumpa?"...err...kaki dah penat...or.."Apa kata pi surau dulu?"..what???
7. Budget - Being a full time mother/house wife..of course money...money..budget..and budget...becoz whenever ayah got his pay..he will give me some amount..for everything...so if I 'joli sakan'...nanti lagi one week nakdapat another pay...I'd have to justify if I request for another sum??? Jury?
8. Baby??...jeng..jeng...(this one I shall elaborate later....Insya'Allah..)
8 Things I want to do before I die:-
1. Settled all my debts.....( If only I could turn back the clock..)..
2. Go to Mecca with Ayah...perform Hajj...( Not registered yet...!...how???)
3. Tour on a cruise...in the middle of the oceon..capture a glimpse of a mermaid..( becos my late dad said : he thought he had seen one..but the real mermaid is not so lovey-dovey..!!)
4. Get to see all my kids are all settled down....if married and have kids..please do not let me be the child care centre ok!
5. Own a bakery..(wwoooaaaa..this is very ambitious lah!)..and at least write few articles..get published..and get paid!
6. Finish recite all the surah in the AlQuran.each for my late parents...since I miss them soooo much..I had asked an Ustazah..and she said..the best is if the children cd finish recite , ie. Khatam Quran for their demised loved ones...
7. Finish my professional studies....( if only my mind and pocket could afford it) and get a license!
8. Spend the rest of my live in a kampung house..with verandah..surrounded with trees..and preferably by the sea...( I used to be a sailor's daughter what!)
8 things I say often:-
1. Pity you...(Shian ni..)
2. Oh My God! (Ya Allah....Ya Rabbi..-- this is esp when the kids get on my nerve!)
3. Did I not say earlier (Kan mama dah kata..bla..bla...itu pasal jadi cam ni..tak mau dengar)
4. Thank You
5. Sayang ( Love You)
6. Oo..is it (Ye..Ke..)
7. Ek!
8. Ade ade aje
8 books I read/plan to read:-
1. Memahami Keutamaaan : Prof Yusuf AlQardawi
2. Personality Plus
3. How to win friends
4. Stress Management
5. The Child Psychology
6. Spiritual on religion
7. Coping with Bereavement
8. Make money
8 songs I love :-
Thousand apologies my friend..I am so retro , sentimental, oldies listener...that my eldest wd complaint..ape la ma...ketinggalan zaman..out of date..loud music..hurt my ears...err..sorry..
1. Love Story - Andy Williams
2. The Last Walt's - Connie Francis
3. Its not Unusual - Tom Jones
4. Quando-quando-quando - Engelbert Humperdick
5. Engkau Laksana Bulan _ Sheila Majid
6. Aku Dan Kenangan - Brain Connection
7. KepadaMu Kekasih - MNasir
6.Fatamorgana - Hijaz
Phewww!!..When it rains, it pours..at least now I'm done and this post shall not sit on the draft bin anymore..traaa!!I don't disappoint u, Shana dear!
Please forgive my grammatical error and excuse my emotional remark...I am only human with dreams and mistakes..
Have a good Day my fellow bloggers...Love u all and take care...


8 things I'm passionate about:-
1. Marriage & Family - Continuous improvement bla..bla..bla..
2. Children - their welfare, study, discipline and manners ( even though there were times ..probably becoz worries exceed everything..I just close one eye..and let them go unnoticed, free market!!)
3. Surfing internet - on line reading maa...for news and articles especially related to the first two above.
4. I love baking ( making use of the utensils left behind by my late mum) and sold them during last festive seasons ( make money out of your hobby..dear , even though not much becoz one man's show cd only produce these much and these much..lack economies of scale): they include kek lapis sarawak and kek lapis rempah, kek gulung, kueh tat tradisional, Biskut Semperit/Dahlia, Biskut Corn flakes, Biskut Mama Carries, Biskut Choc Chips....But sadly this no 4 has to be put off for a while..the reason being..my oven had gone 'kaput'/electric short circuit some where last 2 weeks....and Ayah has so far been quiet about it...sigh...so my dear kids...if you feel like home made pizza, caramel pudding ( yg slalu tak hangus tu..), bread pudding,plain cake..or even roasted chicken..then..shout out loud to your ayah la...(ooo..If I were to bake again then I'll have the picturs of my masterpiece..if and If Icd get hlod of the camera)
5. Sewing ( this is also courtesy of my late mum sewing machine which she had bought in 1970..)..I am not a professional for that matter but I love to sew Baju Kurung Raya for my anglesand Baju Kurung/ Jubah Sekolah ooppss...excuse the not-so-pro cuttings...so far non of my kids had complaint but my eldest has started to begin to like tailored one..ya lah..mama tak pandai buat kebaya what!!and sorry Ayah..my tailoring skills is not extended to your Baju Melayu daa....but for those basic..I must thank my SRT teacher, my dedicated friends like Noraini and most of all...My late Mak!..Normally ..for all these effort...nanti ayah musti belanja punya lah!
6. Window shopping...poor ayah has to patiently wait in between taking care of those running little yankies..becoz mama's eyes shall only focus on items to buy...to choose..from a booth to another...to another..until Ayah wd asked : "Dah sudah ke?" or "Dah jumpa?"...err...kaki dah penat...or.."Apa kata pi surau dulu?"..what???
7. Budget - Being a full time mother/house wife..of course money...money..budget..and budget...becoz whenever ayah got his pay..he will give me some amount..for everything...so if I 'joli sakan'...nanti lagi one week nakdapat another pay...I'd have to justify if I request for another sum??? Jury?
8. Baby??...jeng..jeng...(this one I shall elaborate later....Insya'Allah..)
8 Things I want to do before I die:-
1. Settled all my debts.....( If only I could turn back the clock..)..
2. Go to Mecca with Ayah...perform Hajj...( Not registered yet...!...how???)
3. Tour on a cruise...in the middle of the oceon..capture a glimpse of a mermaid..( becos my late dad said : he thought he had seen one..but the real mermaid is not so lovey-dovey..!!)
4. Get to see all my kids are all settled down....if married and have kids..please do not let me be the child care centre ok!
5. Own a bakery..(wwoooaaaa..this is very ambitious lah!)..and at least write few articles..get published..and get paid!
6. Finish recite all the surah in the AlQuran.each for my late parents...since I miss them soooo much..I had asked an Ustazah..and she said..the best is if the children cd finish recite , ie. Khatam Quran for their demised loved ones...
7. Finish my professional studies....( if only my mind and pocket could afford it) and get a license!
8. Spend the rest of my live in a kampung house..with verandah..surrounded with trees..and preferably by the sea...( I used to be a sailor's daughter what!)
8 things I say often:-
1. Pity you...(Shian ni..)
2. Oh My God! (Ya Allah....Ya Rabbi..-- this is esp when the kids get on my nerve!)
3. Did I not say earlier (Kan mama dah kata..bla..bla...itu pasal jadi cam ni..tak mau dengar)
4. Thank You
5. Sayang ( Love You)
6. Oo..is it (Ye..Ke..)
7. Ek!
8. Ade ade aje
8 books I read/plan to read:-
1. Memahami Keutamaaan : Prof Yusuf AlQardawi
2. Personality Plus
3. How to win friends
4. Stress Management
5. The Child Psychology
6. Spiritual on religion
7. Coping with Bereavement
8. Make money
8 songs I love :-
Thousand apologies my friend..I am so retro , sentimental, oldies listener...that my eldest wd complaint..ape la ma...ketinggalan zaman..out of date..loud music..hurt my ears...err..sorry..
1. Love Story - Andy Williams
2. The Last Walt's - Connie Francis
3. Its not Unusual - Tom Jones
4. Quando-quando-quando - Engelbert Humperdick
5. Engkau Laksana Bulan _ Sheila Majid
6. Aku Dan Kenangan - Brain Connection
7. KepadaMu Kekasih - MNasir
6.Fatamorgana - Hijaz
Phewww!!..When it rains, it pours..at least now I'm done and this post shall not sit on the draft bin anymore..traaa!!I don't disappoint u, Shana dear!
Please forgive my grammatical error and excuse my emotional remark...I am only human with dreams and mistakes..
Have a good Day my fellow bloggers...Love u all and take care...
Sunday, April 06, 2008
Ageing?? Shortsightedness??


For the last couple of months, I've had difficulty reading my sms on the cellphone, pricking thread into needle, reading newspaper less than 1 feet, enjoying the colours of my food at less than 0.5 feet too..so what's going on?
I searched and read religiously on eyes problems...etc..etc..
In conclusion...this is indeed another symptom of ageing...Innalillah....
Don't worry..Be happy...Ayo sudah tua la..
Care to join me shopping for a new pair of reading glasses..??.Err..what do they normally asked for the best glasses for one who is shortsighted, could't stand glare esp during night driving..and dry eye also? (..mmm..asking too much?)

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