Not a diligent blogger...emmm...I've been trying to think to write something....apart from my Maisarah and Maryam popping in and out..wanting for more computer fun&games..I have been occupying myself with lots...and lots of rest..whenever I could...
I went and peek at my friends' blog ..like wanshana, mrsnordin, ibu ( eventhough she seems so quiet since the winds of change..)...and others too...I guess they are all instant source of laughter that made my day...filling in my times..with their antics and anecdotes..managed to post some comments..but what about my own postings...and mrsnordin had even said that she could not open my blog..alamak..how should I know...virus or something..not sure...but I do remember instead of writing..aku dok asyik..menambah dan menukar..'lay out'....ape yang aku dah buat..gatal tangan...kah??
Well..actually I am feeling rather strange for the past few weeks....(mixed feelings actually...because..last time I had all these symptoms..it was like 7 years ago....) ..heavy, some time sleepy..some time could not sleep...suddenly nausea starts creeping in.????..poor Maisarah..she had to endure with my 'not-so-nice-mood'..during her homework session...believe me...I am quite 'tonned' down with my two younger kids..but last night..I pinched her..( it left bruises the next morning...but I apologized and applied ointment...kot la nanti silap haribulan kena tahan kerana mendera.)..she didn't cry..I guess she know she could not escape..it was her fault..to forget her numbers and calculations..and she got 20 answers wrong in her last maths test.(but sayang Maisarah..mama janji...mama akan cuba bersabar...next time...could me?).....perhaps, perhaps, perhaps......
I am scheduled for ultrasound next week..and I am scared actually as I shall turn 40 in the next couple of months..what do you think.?..( the hpt is positive.....!!jeng! jeng!) support me , please!!does it sound that some part of me is still working after years treatment of endo/adenomyosis?.Should I be happy and proud..O God..Please help!I just had one chemical preg last May, One molar preg back in 1995 and one ectopic in 1998...Thank God I have 4 surviving angles..but all sorts of things cd happen at this age???last performance perhaps???
Mean time..I guess Maisarah and Maryam..would have to entertain them self a lot..( I shall think after this of ways to make up with them.later.) .because..If I am not writing..that means I am just being lazy..sleepy.. (besides my other routine chores like cook simple dish, driving them around) and just couldn't help doing many things..except.rest..nap..and .worry..( I have left folding my laundry for three days...they are all piled up. now .hehehe!)....Ta..ta...
I am scheduled for ultrasound next week..and I am scared actually as I shall turn 40 in the next couple of months..what do you think.?..( the hpt is positive.....!!jeng! jeng!) support me , please!!does it sound that some part of me is still working after years treatment of endo/adenomyosis?.Should I be happy and proud..O God..Please help!I just had one chemical preg last May, One molar preg back in 1995 and one ectopic in 1998...Thank God I have 4 surviving angles..but all sorts of things cd happen at this age???last performance perhaps???
Mean time..I guess Maisarah and Maryam..would have to entertain them self a lot..( I shall think after this of ways to make up with them.later.) .because..If I am not writing..that means I am just being lazy..sleepy.. (besides my other routine chores like cook simple dish, driving them around) and just couldn't help doing many things..except.rest..nap..and .worry..( I have left folding my laundry for three days...they are all piled up. now .hehehe!)....Ta..ta...
6 comments:
Eta dear,
My doa that everything will turn out to be okay, insya Allah. In the meantime, just take it easy at the home front, eh?
About changing the layout of your blog tu, don't worry. I went through that same phase when I first started blogging. I think I only settled with the current one after about 3-4 months of changing designs, colours, fonts, etc. Macam a fulltime job pulak masa tu! Hehehe!
Take care, dear.
wow..that was quick comment..thx..suspenssss nih!
exactly..cam jadi full time job..that one lay out which used to be ok..looks funny hext time round...kelakar kan!..and why new blogger like me like to peep here and there finding for cool widgets..which might end up in slowing one's blog...tu lah...gatal tangan...
U take care too...ta ta..
p/s: Shana, baru bulan lepas I dok donate away..baju lelama termasuk..small bottles plus my very useful br**st pump...alamak...nanti nak kena shopping lagi..yeay!!! good excuse...bestnye...
Dear Kak Eta,
My doa to you too... you will be okay, Insya Allah.
Helza
Alamal..Helza..u did pop in...hehehe!!
Thank you..and u take care too..
Salam...
Salams Eta,
You've been very quiet. I hope everything's okay.
Take care!
Shana.....tooloooonnggg!!..but alhamdulillah..so far so good..cume...
Everything hay-wire kat sini...nih...baring saje pun jemu..makan tak selera..panas segala..anak-anak punpaham kesian mama..mabuk...( buatan orang..he!he)
Macam kene torture!!all the smell..all the nausea..sometimes I just wish kalu I bole hilang jap all deria bau...
That's why...lebih rela membaca cerita kengkawan..dari mengarang kisah sendiri...I really love..your love sequel..la....cume tak sempat nak comment...u really have excellent memory plus good story telling...nanti la one day I post a comment..sebabnye teringgat gak zaman u tangkap cintan..tapi kita masa tu..tengok dari jauh..esp during english class Alevel...kat Kelana Jaya..
Thank u for ur caring remark!! ta ta..
p/s: and some of us were very glad that some of us passed the interview...chosen b4 spm..nice feelings kan!!Alhamdulillah..and i pun ade kisah kiriman2 nota dgn aad tapi u punya real!!!
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