Assalamualaikum.. and pleasant morning. ( above pic was taken in 2012)...

When i am writing this..just realised, its 95 days to Ramadhan 2025..

Its been so looonngggg..

Peeping into this again,as I remember, yesterday was my son's birthday..16th. Alhamdulillah.

I am so blessed with 4 girls and 1 son. Really.

Unable to meet him at his school, but here's wishing and praying, he is always under the protection, love and care of Allah swt.

That Allah shall always, protect him from all calamities, evils and more above other, may he be blessed with happiness in this world and espcecially in here after.

mama dah lama tak berblogging.

But these few days, when i decided to pen and read it... ada je, hiccups.. lupa password lah, ada banyak iklan lah.. and entah2 apa2 wierd things...

hope  I am able to fix it... not sure If i would have the spare time though...

Lots of things to share.. especially for my kids..

I remember, i still hold on to my late dad's diaries..I still have all my parents and siblings' letters when i was studying abroad...I do save some of kids' cards, letters and notes. Though actually, when i think about it.,. if i were to die, all those, shall be discarded anyway..

Memories stay.. but not until you area already gone..its totally different at the other world.

Of late, i have heard, read and seen so much dying cases... and the fact that I had gone through many operations, on and off so many pain killers and morphine.. i hope , Allah grant me an easy last day..

Allahumma ini as aluka salamatan fidin

Wa afiyatan fil jasadi

Wa ziyadatan fil ilmi

Wabarokatan fi rizki

 Wa taubatan Qablal maut

 Warahmatan indal maut

 Wamaghfiratan ba'dal maut

Alalhumma hawwil alaina fi sakarotil maut

Wannajarti minnar Nar

 Wa'afiya  mindal hisabb.

( The above is my regular  dua), apart from dua for parents, my grand parents, my husband and my offsprings)

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I am 56.. my mum passed away due to colon cancer which later had spread to her liver and lung.. she bid farewell at 51+ , 28th Jan 1998.( 5 months before she turns 52). Dad left us, due to 'massive gastro bleeding' at the age of 63.. ( we were supposed to celebrate his birthday on 15th Dec, but his last breath was on 945pm 14th Dec 2002).

 I am writing this down, so that I wont forget..

As I m aging, so many things, are follwing suit the age factor..

I am still working.. i hope i am able to retire when all my debts are clear..

Allah permit me, please.

I hope I would be able to perform umrah with all my kids , before I die..

Thats my last wish..

shall continue...