References dan Doktor

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I had been addicted to my fb...reconnected with many long lost friends..exchanging stories...viewing photos..and comments.....yeah..u laugh..makcik duduk rumah macam I...this is amongsts chances nak chit chat ngan kengkawan....boleh belanja makan2..virtually u know!..and it does switch off the stress button somehow....

My addiction to fb however has brought me to know some people whom I was so shy to talk too...esp all those successful people outthere..and for example I found Prof Dr MUhaya...( my super-duper senior of stf..)..and she had written a book which I hope I cd get to buy....oh and she has her own blog here

And I know this book is going to be favoured by many out there who inspire to be a doctor...for parents...for makcik2 like me yang rase sangat kagum dengan mereka yang berkeupayaan ..fardu kifayah for us...wanita-wanita...

Infact.my gynae at G*mbak M*edical c*entre had asked one of my daughters.if any of them wanted to be a doctor..Dr M*rsita Mansur said..we need more woman doctors lah dear..and i should encourage my angles if ade yang menunjukkan minat..well...I am not good with science...even if i scored straight 'A's for my general science subject...(hee...rase kecil sangat dengan those my frens who carried around books of pure bio, kimia dan fizik....). masa form 4 and 5 at my former school..I still think pure sciences drive me crazy..and not sure either if in me ade tak keturunan pakar sains...wallahualam...

And if I am being ambitious... I don't know..but dalam hati Allah saje yang tahu....

Byeee..you all..have a nice weekend....I have another week to tengokkan my daughters revision...( my primary kids baru je habis pereksa skolah agama..then sekolah kebangsaan..) end of next week...yes!....spring cleaning of the house..lall.alla.....la...and jalan-jalan cari makan!....yeepie...

My dear..oo..my dear...bawak lah kita jalan2...eemm..ade bajet tak?...rumah tumpangan Ah Tong yang murah2 and safe... boleh ape?....

When my 'friend' comes..

My friend has not visited me since the birth of my little man..and I love to think it's because of me 'bf'eing my boy..

And normally when my friend come..I wd go a little 'hay-wire'...yeah..perhaps that kind of pms thing...and due to that...I wd request for a little bit ofextra rest..and somebody will hae to take over the duty of me - 'you are my everything'.

Late last night, I prepared the ingredients for tomorrow's breakfast..and put into the freezer..so that come tomorrow tidaklah terkocoh2..what more if my boy suddenly bangun, merengek...etc..

Somehow or rather when I woke up...the 'cekodok pisang' has been cooked and nicely served on the table...lazy me!

(I remember saying and salam2 my two kids before they went off to sekolah agama..and ter'tidoq balik...eemmm..must be the effect of that 'pain-killer' and 4 times bangun memalam kasi susu pada baby...)..

Then later my two kids balik dari sekolah agama.And ...

Maryam : " Mama, masak ape?..emm..ade lagi tak cekodok tadi?siapa yang masak"

Mama:..ohh..ade orang le tolong mama masak tu!

Maisarah" Sedap lah kue yang Sarah bawak bekal tadi.kawan sarah pun suka..pandai orang yg masak tu."

HEEEeeeee.......tak aci!..Lembu punya susu..sapi dapat nama!...

Aik..siapa yang lembu ..siapa yang the other one?.....siapa?..siapa?...orang bunian yang masak?

There goes the smile in my heart.....who Else?..thx dear!

Hati-hati...

Hujung minggu lepas, kami lawati beberapa rakan dan destinasi terakhir adalah menghantar Kngah balik ke asrama..

Kami selalu melalui kawasan pusara itu (sebelum sampai ke Maahad Hafiz, Jeram)..Sementelaah, anak2 biasa menemani kami ke pusara atuk dan nenek mereka..

Entah tiba2 terdengar anak saya berkata:

"Mama, nanti kalau mama meninggal, Sarah kebumi mama kat sini?"kata Sarah

"Eh! Jgn..nanti jauh sangat kita nak datang lah Sarah.."kata Maryam

Mama hanya berdiam..entah kenapa tiba2 terasa ade air bergenang di kelopak mata..

"Mama, kalau Sarah?..nanti mama jgn sedih tau!kalau boleh, sarah nak dalam bulan ramadhan..sebab ustaz kata, nanti terlepas seksa kubur..err..."

Mama:"Insya'Allah, kita tak tau di mana dan bila, juga siapa pergi dulu lah Sarah"

Maisarah: :"Assalamualaikum ya Ahli kubur!"..kedengaran suaranya dari belakang kereta sejurus kami melewati kawasan perkuburan di Jeram.

Maisarah:"Hati-hati dengan Mungkar dan Nangkir!:..

Mama terkedu dan tersenyum juger..(dalam hati..ade-ade je Maisarah!..ternyata masih banyak lagi yang kamu harus tahu anakku!)

Maisarah & Maryam: " Mama, kitorang kena hafal tugas malaikat untuk pereksa skola agama..betul kan ma?"

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“Sesungguhnya pada kejadian langit dan bumi, dan pada pertukaran malam dan siang, ada tanda-tanda (kekuasaan, kebijaksanaan, dan keluasan rahmat Allah) bagi orang-orang yang berakal. (Iaitu) orang-orang yang menyebut dan mengingati Allah semasa mereka berdiri dan duduk dan semasa mereka berbaring mengiring, dan mereka pula memikirkan tentang kejadian langit dan bumi (sambil berkata): “Wahai Tuhan kami! Tidaklah Engkau menjadikan benda-benda ini dengan sia-sia, Maha Suci Engkau, maka peliharalah kami dari azab neraka” [Aal 'Imraan 3: 190-191]

Few things in October 2009

So my eldest finished her PMR last week and I was worried to death...(macamlah nak pi perang Badar ke ...ape ke)...Had prayed days and nights...Insya'Allah KLong Tembam...Usaha, Doa , Tawakkal...(that's our magic phrase, remember..)...And di sini punya lah tunggu bila lah si Tembam tu nak tepon....and At last a simple message came thru my fb....."Mama..., Kakak dah habis exam...."..hah hahh..so I know she is living safe and sound, alive and kicking....Ok....now she'll be busy at her school with all those performing arts session....
( P/s:..Kak..boleh kurus balik kan?....ye lah..all the jogging and warming up session...termengah-mengah...lose few pounds eh?)...Miss u my one and only Bambina..

And we had also acompanied my Sister in Law to KLIA to send away her hubby..
( my brother - itu si Ch'Mok..) to Libya..shian ni..take care ok...and ade picture lah ( thx to Ch'Da):..Sayang isteri...tinggal..tinggalkan...apparently Ch'Da is 7 months preggo...kena tabahkan hati tu Ch'DA...


(From left: Ch'DA, Maryam & Maisarah kat depan , me and muhammad mikhael ,my hubby...)

And Syawal also has come to an end.. with me tak sempat habiskan puasa enam....eemmm...completd few days..but then I had this severe cough..yeap..too much of biskut raye..rendang segala...( or was it the Susu Kambing which I had just started consumed some five days ago....eee...anybody minum susu kambing ..ade side effect kah?...)
We managed to attend few open house..with few also came over....and so the balang for all kueh raya dah kosong...kenalah letak dekat snki...basuh dan simpan untuk tahun depan..haha..haha...cam tu je Raye?..Again hajat hati nak jemput ramai kawan dan sedara..and masak extra dish..tapi kudrat tak daya...macamana tu?...And my cousins had hinted long time ago.."K.Eta, can we come 5 cars (12 adults and twelve kids..) and serang ur house?..."....alamak....jemput2 tepung buleh ?...but its ok , if any of you my blogger friend....kalu nak dtg...mari le....

And my hubby had asked a contractor to fit 'safety' gate at few places in my house..Ini kerana si kecil bujang itu..sudah merayap-rayap, panjat tangga (kunun adventure la tu)...masuk toilet...
Once Kak Maryam lupa nak tutup pintu toilet..lepas balik skola..and berlari-lari masuk toilet tanpa disedari ade sikenit mengekori..maka terdengar jerit pekik....

"Mikhael!..Jgn Mikhael, Jgn masuk jgnMasuk Mikhael!..Jgn!....Mikhaeeeeeellll...mama......."...suara Maryam memecah keheningan waktu nak Maghrib

Mama kat dapur bawah terpinga-pinga ...ape lah yg sibuk kat atas...

And then....
"waaa....."..my little man nangis ..agaknya terkezut sebab kakak dia terpekik-pekik..
Ok now fence are fixed..good thing..senang kerja saya..but on another thing....aduhai..kena langkah-langkah..dalam rumah pun ade hurdle...ape nak buat....lagi beberapa tahun..kasi angkat jual itu besipagar...err..ade sape nak chop?

So...come end of October..exams for Skolah Agama for Maisarah and Maryam...enmm...dah longgar..longgar....bila nak ulangkaji..

And of course..November shall peep in...wth exam for Masturah...and the above two (sekolah kebangsaan)...and who's going to remind them..oiiitt..belajar oiii..belajar...Me as usual?..

Thats about it...it is quite difficult nowdays to sit in front of pc...( kekadang to jenguk fb...etc..) my little man seem to need my attention all day..but until dia tidoq...emm..heaven..some time I just wish...ade quick and instant assistant..like a bibik for exmple...
"Bibi..pergi dapur and cook something?..or do that?..or do this?...sigh..I

At times, i d be so bothered with Md Mikhael merengek2..hatta to do business in toilet pun macam kena tahan2 tunggu dia tidoq....well thats' life..ingat senang ke nak jaga anak..but my late mum survived..and so did others..Sabar je lah...I must sabar, mustn't I??

And oo why si Kak Ngah just called..:"Mma, nak spend overnight umah kawan this Friday..umah dia ade buat kenduri..bla.bla.."
And mama said "No"..Sorry Kngah..this is not the time u nak tidoq-tidoq umah orang..furthermore mama tak kenal dgn ur fren's mum..( oo..yes,,we'd met masa ambik report card..tapi kami tak sempat berborak..een though mama had few timws tried to make eye contact??!!)..."Eh!..Kngah, are u suppose to do ur revision and we had brought u balik rumah last weekend?"
Ape daa...sendiri tau jawapannya..masih nak telepon mama..( with ur friend clinging at the other end of the phone..)..and when I asked why nak pi tidoq umah dia..
Kngah kata kawan dia nak tunjukkan skrip yg mak dia buat....Say What?..Skrip amendenya?perlu kah?..and why on earth tak tepon ayah saje...?...he he..ish..ish macam2 ..an dI said gd bye to Kngah..allowing her to follow her friends to outing on Sunday..but..no..no...overnight k...( nape lak me sound like berleter??/)

And I still have few things unsettled....bills?. exam question papers?...house chores?....ingredients for some cakes/biscuits?...ape lagi?....

Nice day you all...Selamat berhujung minggu..

Dan sebagai santapan mata, terimalah gambo raya kami yang tak seberapa ini:

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