..SO nervous...

This is not the first time..but being a mum..everytime my kid enter a competition...truely..I am always the exaggerate nervous..than the person taking the race herself...

Aduhai....lagi pulak time budak2 nak exam...maknye jugak sibuk buatkan jadual....sangat bersemangat 3 minggu sebelum itu..tapi selalunya...akhir-akhir ini..kerna tidak pandai membahagi masa (banyak masa tido ngan baby atau addicted ngan Fb ieetiuewww!!)....besok nak peksa..malam ini pulun....itu yang suara rimau segala keluar..( Tapikan Yang....kalupun kita garang..tapi budak2 semua mintak ampun....ujung rambut sampai ujung kaki..tak moh belajr ngan ayah....!!)...tapi kekadang..mintak tolong ngan ayah gak....dan bila dah sinsing lengan....."huh?..ape dia?....nak sampai kat jawapan..ayah selalunya akan soal balik...yang basic-basic....siape lah tak berpeluh.....dan ayah akan dengan sabar menunggu jawapan..walupun hari telah larut malam.....dan anak-anakku bisa bergenang..bercucuran air mata...masa tu selalunya..mama ade excuse....mama ade baby...tata!!!

And over here is waiting for my M1's..'pidato' result..which..jgn tak caye..dikelolakan oleh sekolah lamaku dulu..yezza....the merry TF!..shian anak perempuan ku itu..sakit2 mata pun terpekik melalau cerita pasal remaja dan dadah...kelentong ape gaknya....kerana sakit mata..hakim boleh kasi markah kesian kot..haha!

I had to fax a permission letter to her pengetua yesterday...ubat dah habis...mata lom baik...minta dia pulang puan pengetua..kami nak buat rawatan susulan.......ye lah tu!..

Ok....gd luck..and take care...eee nervous giler!!!....(dan jantungku berdegup-degap...tidak sekencang masa mula2 bertentang mata ngan ayah.....eeee...ape daa...)

Serupa kah?

2 days ago as I was just about to enter my car carrying my boy...I heard a makcik calling not far...:

Makcik :."Oiit..gi mana ngan cucu tu????"

Me :..( I turned left..right...she was talking to me?..???)**###!!"...but just waved back to that makcik and smile happily pretending...as it has started to rain..I didn't have the chance to prolong the conversation...

She was just an acquaintance..we always exchange smile.."-
- when I dropped by her stall to buy evening kueh oorr..goreng pisang... or..
- when I accidentally looked at her before or after buying my groceries at nearby shop..

But today..she was indeed trying to make a friendly conversation....

...Serupakah aku?...Entah dari sudut mana??...

p/s:..Yang..that was funny tickling me...