Almost a week..

Yeap..it's almost a week from the beginning of the school holidays...

To my friends who had been popping in..thousand apologies..

A major reason being...I found it hard to find the time to actually sit infront of the pc.....whenever i feel like to..because ..the pc has been occupied almost 12 hours per day by the kanak-kanak remaja.....and by the time they finished...myself lak rasa nak zzz...

But I'll be back for sure..and wishing you all a very happy weekend...

Tata! :D

At this wee hours..

Just had a hot milo and baked bean sandwich..at this wee hours in the morning..I am hungry...yeap..and I thought I cd easily close my eyes after a few snack..but no....after a few toss to the left and the right and afraid that I might wake ayah up..so..here am I..staring at this pc..what to write?...I miss writing many things..and where had I been??

A call from a friend yesterday morning, had shuttered me...funny..I didn't recognize m.a.'s voice....like a wake up call lak!!I guess the elevated of some hormones in me had drive me senile...nyanyuk ke???No doubt as a cause of nature...I have been feeling very tired...loss interest in many things especially readings and writings...Already I've asked uncle Raja to stop my morning newspaper subscription...tv is just watched between my daughters cartoon..and internet surfing is just restricted to finding articles on morning sickness and pregnancy at 40...( alamak!!!!scary!!!)

Hahaha!...to only some of my friends I had hinted..I am a breeder...to my siblings..and lately to my angles...and selective relative...not to neighbours yet..(..ade makcik kepoh kat sini..so I guess..when my tummy looks bloated..for surely they wd notice!!just becoz I had few miscariage..just like before..news get spread very quickly...so..this time..relax je lah!!)..

I am about to finish my first trimester...day and night been praying for all these nausea to get over....I cannot enjoy my meal...or if ate too much..the next two hours I wd feel bloated..and to make things easy..I gave up myself in toilet...threw out!!!...How lucky to some mothers..that has easy early pregnancy..but to compare with my previous..( all my 4 angles were conceived when I was still working..)..at least I cd just lie down..whenever I wanted too...nobody to chase after deadlines and reports....no smell of perfume that wd make me want to vomit....on the other hand..I just missed many choices of food out there...becoz now..I wd have to dread my feet , start the car..and roam around...searching for any suitable instant food..(enough of mee mamak, nasi berlauk, laksa, lamb chop etc...).and sometimes..tidak ade yang memenuhi citarasa..and I wd end up..buy some groceries....and cooked simple dish...and lepas tu...sibuk mencari minyak angin..bau masakan yg memualkan..

Well..I miss my late mum...at least her asam pedas terubuk shall make life..lively a bit...

Anyway..the events that I had missed since my last posting ( not in chronology ):-

1. Maryam's Krista Sport Day - she won few telematches
2. Mother's Day - received cards fr each angels with a call fr Kakak Mun
3. My friend's Wedding - Sabariah ( Ex-colleague at A*rar)
4. Visited Kakak Masturah at Jeram
5. Visited My Mil at Sepang
6. Accompanied ayah to bicycle's shop..to mend Maryam's bike
7. Maisarah's Sports Day - She won silver for a hockey telematch
8. Met Kakak Munirah at Balai Seni Lukis Negara during her school's visit
9. Maryam's Zapin performance at Smart Kids Educare

So this week is the exam week..and this time around my energy to look into Maisarah and Maryam is only 'this' much...and ayah unfortunately cd only give a hand during weekend...becoz on weekdays...by the time he came back..kids wd already settle to nite -nite ayah..

Kakak Munirah called yesterday saying that..she think she's not interested in medicine...art has captured her soul...plead me to pray for her few last mid year paper..(siap nangis lagi..isshhh..bikin mama suspen...I didn't remember crying masa nak ambik exam dulu..susah sangat kah???)

And school holidays is just around the corner...yeepiee!!!!!..hopefully ayah cd plan something for us..or rather I think let me do the planning..and ayah yang belanja!!!!..Nak tukar angin nih!!! Mana nak pergi?? Sempat lagi ke nak booking..Silap-silap...jalan-jalan dah bermalam di rumah tumpangan AhTong yang sememangnya AhTong..aduh!!!

Have a nice Day!